Hikari's world~

Sigh.

2011-08-11T16:18:00.003-04:00

Sigh.

School's really starting. But for some reason, I don't feel like it's going to start. I don't know why, it just feels impossible. O__o I guess I'll get used to the idea again when it starts. Sigh.

There's not much to rant about on my blog, so I'm thinking of deleting it, but then again, I like how I can always post things here or put my favorite dramas. ^^

Currently I'm thinking of writing a story, since I feel like I'm full of ideas and energy. ^_^ I'm obviously going to post less, thanks to school and my writing, but also because blogger isn't so cool anymore. >_> Or maybe that's just me. XD
It was nice blogging, though, I really enjoyed it. ^^

Books!!

2011-07-27T00:21:00.005-04:00

OMG, I found the best place to get your favorite books for the cheapest price: http://www.half.ebay.com/

This is a part of ebay, but it helps you find books easily and in good condition too. ^_^ I got all my favorite books from here.

Like,I got the whole collection of my favorite author, Jane Austen, for $17!!! Her whole collection!! :O I mean, her books are EPIC!

This site is less expensive than Amazon, Borders (which is gone by now, if you've read the news), and any old book store~ ^__^ Highly recommended. ^^

And, there's another site: http://www.hpb.com/
This is actually the one that most people trust, but either one works for me, as long as I get my books. :)

School!!!!!~

2011-07-27T00:14:00.004-04:00

School is starting!! My senior year is finally starting~~! I felt so happy this morning when I got my schedule. ^_^ (yesh, I'm a nerd, I love school)

And that's it. XD Nothing else to say. I'm not really losing any weight, it's still the same. >.> I'll try harder. Hopefully I'll lose 5 lbs when school starts. XD I mean, three floors for 180 days, I'm pretty sure I'll lose a lb or two.

My cooking!

2011-07-24T17:10:00.002-04:00

Okay, I love to cook randomly. Usually I make dishes from my country. ^_^ I used to cook really horribly before, but I've gotten a lot better.

BUT what makes me sad is that my family won't eat my food anymore. >__<
For some apparent reason they don't trust my cooking anymore and it is making me really sad. (I'm not that make of a girl to cry about it, but I do feel deeply disappointed and sad)

I mean, I've tasted the food and it's delicious, like something from a restaurant, but this one person in my family won't even taste one little bite of it. :(

Now that I think about it, it doesn't just make me sad, it aggravates me. -__- Why can't someone try my food without being so scared? It's not like I put poison in it. >.<

At least I like my own food. I won't live with them later in life, so who cares what they think. XD I'll cook for myself, and I think my cooking is excellent. ^_^

Writing things out.

2011-07-20T17:33:00.003-04:00

Okay, it's proven to me many times that just writing something out will help your problem. Like, whenever I write out my troubles/problems, I suddenly notice how small it is and easily solve it that way.

Like, any huge issue looks so small once you write it out and then you can see how to solve it. Maybe it's only me, since I love writing stories and I'm an hopeless idiot, but it helps. XD

Btw, my weight is the same, and it's been about 2 months. Life is unfair, but I'll still persevere and never give up. ^_^

Perfect workout for me.

2011-06-29T03:28:00.003-04:00

Okay, delete all the exercise posts you've read from me. I just found my perfect exercise.

Walk for 30 mins a day, do lots of squats, eat healthy food, and drink lots of water. (also, for fun you can dance, jump rope, run, or jog for 30 mins instead of walking. I'm just lazy like that. XD)

I've realized that doing squats is a great exercise. ^_^ And jumping squats too. Btw, I found this awesome video on YouTube that has great exercises in 9 minutes! :D

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ir0jp-MU42o

This video really helped me lose a few pounds. ^_^ I'm going to continue doing what I do, the things I posted up there and the 9 min exercise. Hopefully I'll be able to lose 5-10 lbs. :D

Flawed

2011-06-12T01:13:00.002-04:00

Yes. I was wrong. My previous post is a flaw. I shouldn't exhort myself to do that much. My best friend kind of told me my way of thinking of kind of obsessive, but I told her I was at a limit where I couldn't see what I was doing anymore. I just want to be skinny. I'm human, so surely I'm bound to err. Therefore, please ignore the previous post. I shall not delete it as a reminder of my foolishness (and my laziness XD).

Anyways, she told me to find a way to not be "skinny", but be "healthy". I told her I eat healthily, but she corrected me by saying that I should exercise healthily. ^_^

To the point: http://www.workoutbox.com/DesktopModules/WorkoutBOX.WorkoutExerciseProvider/printworkout.aspx?wid=136&rid=all

I found a site with this AWESOME prepared schedule for good healthy exercise for women. :D The best thing is, it even describes how long you should do it and how many! (or maybe the best thing is that it describes HOW to do the exercises. XD)

Anyways, if anyone wants to know where I got this, there's this free and awesome website called, www.workoutbox.com! It has many exercises and it helps you get what you want, in a very organized way. Also, if they tell you to make an account, you can if you want to, it's free, but I didn't because I'm too lazy to think of a user ID and password at 1AM. XD (in fact, I'm too lazy to do that any other time XD which is why I stopped finding cool websites or forums. Too much hassle)

Time for the hard stuff...

2011-06-11T00:45:00.004-04:00

Okay, so everyone knows I love Kpop, right? Well, there's this group called SNSD with 9 angels. XD So, one of those angels is really skinny and has these awesome abs. I was wondering how she does it. And so, someone came up with this: http://www.allkpop.com/2011/06/how-did-snsds-yuri-get-those-perfect-abs

She does 600 sit-ups each day. O___O I can't even do 10 without getting tired!!

So, my new goal is to do 30 sit-ups each day and I'll keep increasing it by 30 more until I reach 600! Which will take me 20 days, so after that I'll keep doing 600 everyday! Hopefully this will work.

I'm a hopeless fool, but I'm going to try.

Expensive manga!~

2011-06-09T13:54:00.002-04:00

OMONA, I feel so lucky to have free manga sites like MangaOne.com (which doesn't work anymore, but it used to be my favorite!), MangaFox.com, Mangahere.com, and Mangareader.net! You know why I'm saying this now, randomly? Because I felt like some mangas were so awesome that I wanted to buy them. Well, if I could buy all the manga that are my top favorites, it would be very costly, estimated over 500 USD, plus the shipping and handling for each book.

And yes,I didn't do the exact math because I almost had a heart failure when I realized only buying two of my favorite manga series would be 162 dollars, not including shipping and handling for each manga. O__O WOW. I saved so much by just reading online.

Then I start thinking, wow, people in Japan really spend a lot on manga, don't they? XD I mean, I should've started buying manga earlier, since you can't exactly spend so much once for everything, you buy it slowly and let it accumulate. ^_^ But, it's too late and I think having read my favorites many times is very lucky of me and I can always find them online. :D So, thank you manga sites, for not making me buy so much manga. ^^

It's working this time XD

2011-06-02T19:21:00.002-04:00

Okay, so, I've been trying not to exercise and just be my usual self, and I actually lost all the belly fat. O__O WTF?! So, in the end, if only I ate slowly before, I would've been skinny from the start. Darn. Basically, I wasted all that energy trying to be skinny, which only made me tired and more lazy than ever before.

So, just eat and stay healthy, that's what it really goes down to. Of course do the normal walks, jogs, and play some sport. Also, have active hobbies, like cleaning or playing some instrument. It's good to have a release for the stress we have in life.

Btw, SUMMER!!!!!!
Yup, no more school for me.
(until August. >.<)

I'm a senior now, with my last year to go! I feel so pumped up! Haha XD

It's not working...

2011-05-22T21:26:00.003-04:00

Okay. This exercise thing isn't working. Or eating healthy.

People say you will lose fat if you eat healthy and exercise. Well, I've been doing both, but my weight is still the same. And I've been doing this for a few weeks now.

Why am I not losing fat?!?!

I mean, my legs are toned and muscular, thanks to the running and bicycling, but I still have belly fat. O__O And crunches are way too hard, so I gave up on that (and they hurt). I don't want to lift weights, it's not like my arms are that fat. So, how am I still so fat?

Sigh. I guess I'll just have to try harder. I mean, how are so many people able to do it, but not me? I know dieting is wrong, I know, but it seems like I'm being cornered to do it. It's like being bullied and you're cornered to do the wrong thing. I guess I just need to find a better way than dieting, which is of course the wrong thing to do. But finding a new way is hard. If anyone has any good ideas to lose belly fat, please tell me. (or I'll just google it, like always)

FAT.

2011-05-13T23:26:00.002-04:00

Yes.

I am Fat.

Well, not too fat, but fairly enough.

I weigh perfectly what I'm supposed to for my height and age, but apparently I'm fat. All my friends tell me that I'm fine and I'm not fat, but I refuse to believe them if my family tells me I'm fat. I mean, I know I'm not obese, but I still need to lose the chubbiness (aka chibiness).

When I was little, I never thought I'd have to worry about things like this. I mean, I was really naive when I was little, so I didn't really think much about the future. Even now my future is very vague and I can't really plan much. Anyways, I never thought I would have to worry about eating too much or how many calories I eat. I mean, really, who actually counts calories? O__o So, now I have to plan what I eat, how much I eat, and exercise. (The exercise part is easy, since I'm still an energetic teenager, who procrastinates only on school work XD)

Okay, get this, my favorite Kpop girl group, SNSD (aka Girl's Generation) eat about 1200 calories a day. Each of them is taller than me and all of them weigh less than I do. They are obviously underweight. But I don't care at this point anymore about weight. I just want to be skinny like them. I mean, I'm not that far from the goal that it's impossible, but it's going to take a few months, that's for sure.

This is random, but why don't girls like to tell their weight to others? I mean, it's not embarrassing at all. I weigh 125 and I'm proud of it. :D My goal to is weigh 110, so that's like 15 pounds I have to lose. I mean, with exercise I can easily do it. However, I can't stop eating or more like try to control what I eat. I hate it when I try to control my actions, especially something important as eating. I think that just by exercise I'll be able to reach my goal. Hopefully I'll reach it during the summer. I'll keep my blog updated, of course. XD

Bored~

2011-04-29T18:07:00.002-04:00

I'm bored.

School is about to end, it's so close, but I still have 20 days left. x__x 20 days of full blown torture. This year has been my hardest year ever. O__O

A warning for high school students: DO NOT TAKE AP US HISTORY!! It's SUPER hard.

However, AP Literature is pretty easy and fun. ^_^

I'm living my days by doing the same old, listening to music, reading manga(yes, I went back to manga. come on, no one can live without manga once they start!), talking to friends, and living life. XD

Your life is your story~

2011-03-06T00:38:00.004-05:00

Hello~ How is everyone?~ I'm fine, if anyone wants to know~ Not only fine, I feel super happy! Life is great. You just need to look at it with a positive view! When people say, be positive, they really mean it! I mean, it works! I hate to break it to everyone, but being positive changes your life. Once you start thinking good things, good things happen. Once you start doing good deeds, good deeds happen to you!

It's called Karma, people. So, be good and enjoy life! (not to sound like a hippy, but it's true. Go ahead and doubt me, but it's true and it won't hurt me if YOU are an idiot. :D)

In the end, your life is your own story! Although you make mistakes (since you write it with a pen), you can still change your life/or fix that mistake. You can still do better!~ Stay positive and think about good things! And be grateful for what you have!!

I know you've heard all this before, but have you EVER TRIED IT? No, you haven't because deep down you've thought all this is corny. Well, it's not corny and if you could just get over that doubt, then everything will be fine.

Naked people!

2011-02-25T13:19:00.002-05:00

OMG, last night we had a school festival with the choir, band, and orchestra! It was awesome and we played very well! :D Everyone loved the Orchestra, which made me proud being a member of the Orchestra. ^_^

But the down side was that the there were other choirs from different schools. I mean, they sang very well and were nice people, but one thing about them made me grossed out. They changed their clothes in front of everyone in our Orchestra room. O__O In front of random strangers, they changed their clothes, both girls and guys!!! And I thought my school was bad, but gosh, do they even know what "shame" is? I mean, talk about bold, they were obnoxiously shameless. They might be good people who sing well, but I can't tolerate people being naked in my Orchestra room.

Another down side was that it was raining cats and dogs! Luckily I brought my umbrella, but even then I got wet because the winds were strong. I was actually nervous I'd get electrocuted because there was lightening. >.<

Overall, the concert was great! ^_^ Awesome night!

Senior year! and stuff~

2011-01-28T15:50:00.004-05:00

My last post was about confusion, but I'm alright now. I know I'm going to be in Orchestra for my senior year because I just love to play.

So this post is going to be about my senior year! I'm so close to graduation and all these colleges are contacting me (like the stalkers they are. XD).

But before all that exciting stuff, I still have this 11th grade year to finish. ^^

I'm slowly being confused...

2011-01-13T15:16:00.004-05:00

Okay, I'm thinking about quitting Orchestra, as I've made many posts over this and I've talked about it a lot but haven't done anything. I finally made arrangements today to quit.

HOWEVER, my friend hates me now and I don't know if I should quit or not. It's like abandoning a soldier in the war (bad example). I mean, I sometimes hate the violin and sometimes I love it. I don't know what to do anymore. >__< I feel like my head is going to EXPLODE if I don't make the right decision.

Everyone says, "you should do what you think you won't regret". How would I know what I'll regret or not regret? It's not like I can see the future!! :(

And my friend says I'm being wishy-washy and I'm acting like the boy who cried wolf. -__- That was a slap to my face. >.<

Snow day.

2011-01-11T12:21:00.003-05:00

I have a snow day, thankfully, from school because it snowed 4 inches within one hour before school. Now that's awesome. Yesterday is was really cold and we all knew Winter was over. However, this little snow storm came randomly. (I can't call it random, because the weather channel predicted it..) But the fact that it showed 4 inches within an hour is random. ^_^

So! I have no school and I can finally be at peace for a day. It's like a spa day instead of a snow day. I can relax and draw and truly enjoy myself. When we come back to school, my new Math teacher will hate me, since I complained about her to the counselor (it's not my fault, she SUCKS at teaching and all the students agree with that statement. It's time someone complained about her to counselor). Actually, that's the only bad thing about school currently. XD I shouldn't complain too much. Things are going well.

But seriously, that new teacher will HATE me.

Another post about my violin issues~

2011-01-09T15:46:00.003-05:00

Okay, I think I said this before, but I'm debating whether to stay in Orchestra or not for my senior year. (wow, I'm almost there! Half year left and then it's my LAST year in High school!!)

I know all the classes that I'll be taking (most of them will be easy :D Since I don't want to do hard work in my last year). Since I'm not going to take any Science classes and I'm not going to take Orchestra, I have 2 classes open. O__O That's sad. I mean, I have no idea what to do. I'm considering to take Orchestra next year too, but my pride won't allow that. Wait, not only my pride won't allow it, my self-esteem will sink if I stay in Orchestra.

I know what I should face my fears and try my best, but I feel like it's not worth it. I don't want to be a violinist, but at the same time, I don't want to quit Orchestra entirely. >__<

What should I do? Please give me some advice! >__<

Why I admire Nana!

2011-01-02T23:37:00.002-05:00

Okay, I once made a post about why I like the manga "Nana". Although Nana is considered a horrible person, in a way, and the whole manga is weird and bad, I still admire Nana.

Why?

I kept asking myself that. I finally understand why. The reason I admire her is that she never gives up. Every time something happens to her and her friends, they still go on with their lives. Learning from their mistakes, and struggling in life, Nana is an admirable person. So what she makes mistakes! So what she is very slutty! She still has dignity and courage. ^_^

Random post~~~~

2010-12-30T18:15:00.003-05:00

Hello~ I was bored so I thought I'd post something.

Here are 5 songs that are stuck in my head (with links, so you'll also be hooked on the song maybe):

1.) Neko Jump's Make Me Fall in Love with You.
2.) Touch's Killin' me.
3.) U-kiss's Shut Up!
4.) Circus (originally by Brittany Spears, as we all know) sung and performed by Maknae of Kpop.
5.) Actually there isn't a 5. Opps. XD

I've noticed I never liked Circus by Brittany Spears, but once I saw the Maknae (meaning youngest person) version I fell in love with the song. (maybe it's because I don't like Brittany's voice. Hey, can't blame me there. XD)

School is scary...

2010-12-27T21:23:00.003-05:00

Okay, this post is going to be weird. My school is going to be really scary when I come back from Winter Break because we have to take the Finals, which were rescheduled because of school. >__< So, I'm scared to go back to school next Monday. :(

The worst thing is, I hate most of my classes. Only 3 of them are hard, the others I can manage. Just the way my schedule is structured makes me angry. >__< And all my classes are in one day. O__O So, of course I'm scared to step back into school. It's like jump rope; I hate jumping in. I love it when I start school on my own, when it begins, just like jump rope. However, jumping back in is the hardest thing, and kind of scary.

However, there's this side of me that says I shouldn't be scared and it's only school. Things will settle and I'll be back in my schedule. But I also know that it has endless headaches too. >.<

So, either way, I'm going to have an awful time. (yes, I'm very negative right now. I wonder if it's from the fact that I can't find a suitable drama right now..)

Fated to love you!

2010-12-19T22:15:00.004-05:00

OMG!!! "Fated to love you" is the best Taiwanese drama ever! I can't believe I didn't watch it before! It's SUPER funny and really romantic~ Although the characters struggle to become who they are and there are sad parts, it's still a great drama.

However, there's a catch. I think this drama is for people over 16. I mean, the first episode has a whole.. um, it just has a really awkward scene. It's not a full-on sex scene, but it's close enough. (I just skipped it XP) I think that's the only thing that's weird, the rest is okay.

If you're interested, here's the drama: http://www.youtube.com/user/randomfansubs#g/u

Also, if you don't like Youtube and like Veoh instead, here is that link: http://www.veoh.com/search/videos/q/publisher:randomfs (although the veoh videos are only up to 19)

And if you hate youtube AND veoh, go here: http://www.mysoju.com/fated-to-love-you/

Why am I doing this? So that others can watch this great drama too~ But keep in mind, over 16 age limit. Seriously, I'm warning you. ^_^

Bad people~

2010-12-14T21:04:00.003-05:00

Hello~ Today's topic is driven from dramas and the general romantic storyline.

What is the general romantic storyline? If you do not know this, then you do not know anything about romance. This storyline is that a girl falls in love with a guy, who is obviously in some way unreachable. However, while she yearns for that guy, another guy helps her love and ends up falling in love with her. But, he never confesses and she never knows how much she has hurt him. In the end, the girl and the main guy are together, happily ever after-effect. ^^

So, what my topic is that has anyone noticed that in dramas and in many stories, the main girl ALWAYS falls in love with the rude and mean, yet smart guy? And she doesn't look toward the funny and cute guy at all? Vice verse, guys like hot and sexy girls, but usually not the cute and innocent girls? I'm just saying, generally, in the top dramas or great stories that's what you see. Obviously in real life there are many combination and patterns. :D But still, why do people prefer to date bad people? Why are they so attracted to bad things? I mean, it's "bad" for a reason. I guess a drama wouldn't be as dramatic if there was no bad person who hurts others and it causes people to cry.

Since I want to be an author, I'm just thinking about these simple story ideas and I'm trying to find a new way for this general romantic scheme. I don't want the same old story. >_< But I know for a fact that I can't handle the bad people in my story. Do stories really need people as antagonists? Not really. In some novels, the villain is actually an element or idea. Like if an idea haunts someone or restricts someone. Like double standards. I just don't want my novel to have "love" troubles. No one wants drama like that.

Dramas~

2010-12-13T15:05:00.004-05:00

Hello~ I've noticed that I've dropped a lot of dramas that I started. So far I've dropped 3 dramas (My girlfriend is a nine-tailed fox, Yankee-kun to Megane-chan, and Koishite Akuma). It's like, I'm a little tired of the same old story. Like how I was tired of mangas. However, I'm sure that there will be a new drama with a great story soon. ^^ I just have to wait for it.

Seriously, if anyone has a drama they can recommend, please do. I still am not ready to watch "Boys before flowers" Korean version yet, though. For some reason, I want that to be my last drama to watch. (as in, save the best for last)

FAIL. and other stuff!~

2010-12-10T15:20:00.003-05:00

I had 2 tests today and I blanked on both of them. My grades are going to be -------. Horrible. Worse, I'm guessing they'll be under C's. Maybe even F's. >__< I'm going to fail.

On the bright side, my yearbook from freshman year FINALLY got delivered. It took them over TWO YEARS to get a single yearbook in. I hate my school.

Does anyone have school spirit anymore? I mean, I don't. I hate my school. I like some teachers, but the school board is stupid. They made us take a test again because they made new regulations and maybe some scores might not be the same. They made us take it twice. -__- And then, they don't want our school nurse to give us mints anymore because they think we "might choke on them". And there are so many other things the school board does which makes me hate the school.

However, as a good student, I love the learning part. (if only some teachers made learning fun, it would be lovely. But no.)

So far I'm going through the normal Honors student way, but I feel a turn coming, which might turn me back to a bad student. (Yes, in 6th and 7th grade I was a normal average person. Actually, I just didn't use my brain, but once I started using it, I found out it was pretty smart. ^^) I just have to use my brain again this time. And I'm pretty sure, since it's me, I'll get through the turn (aka finals, if you didn't get that).

I'm starting to have doubts again that no one reads my blog because I saw "Julie and Julia", which made me suspicious. >_< I'm one spoiled person, I've noted. I want attention, like any other teen or human. Without attention, humans are miserable creatures. Look at Brittany Spears; she shaved her head off for attention. (I doubt any SANE person would do that) Maybe I'm not spoiled and I just want normal attention. (please no stalkers, thank you. lol) I guess I'm so bored of typing that I'm writing useless stuff.

Speaking of writing, my writing skills are 70% better than one million students. ^^ How about that! XD I feel like a genius. This proves I should be an author, doesn't it? lol. I was born to be an author. ^^

Shoot, I wrote too much (most of it is irrelevant). >.< Before I end this post, did anyone see the new episode of "The Office"? If you did, don't you just hate it how Jim gets paranoid? I just hate it how they show that Dwight scares and hurts Jim. :( I hope Jim pulls more funny pranks on Dwight or else the show will get boring. >_<

Confidence~

2010-12-06T20:07:00.005-05:00

Today I realized that I have no confidence in anything I do. I'm a very hesitant person and very careful not to disturb anyone. I always wonder, will I take the wrong step? Or what if the answer was C instead of A? And what if I accidentally bump into someone and they get really mad?

So I'm going to try to be bolder and be myself. However, every time at school I seem to chicken out. (I have no problem with confidence at home, but at school) I mean, sometimes I feel guilty at school, as if I've done something wrong, even though I haven't. Why do I feel so horrible and sick during school but completely fine at home? It's weird, but then again, I'm weird too. ^^

Anyways, the one of this post is that I need to become more confident in myself at school and be more active. But the thing is, I haven't talked to some people in my class the whole semester. Would they think it's weird if I suddenly start talking with them now? This is my biggest problem. I seem to be quiet the whole first semester and during the second semester is when I start to mingle and become friends with people. Does that make me a person who doesn't trust people easily or normal? I mean, wouldn't a normal person befriend others on the first day of school? Why can't I be like that? Each year I've tried. And failed. I can't be that out-going, it's not in my nature. *sigh* My nature is to wait until I become familiar with others and then I talk and come out of my shell. I'm not a starfish, all smiley and ready to make friends. >__<

Hallways~

2010-12-06T16:23:00.002-05:00

OH MY GOODNESS.
Hallways are evil and scary. High school is Hell. Most students are little devils and they purposely torture you as you walk in the hallway. All the couples kiss just when you walk by. They want to make you feel awkward and lonely. Yesh, this is my opinion of hallways. I've seen it for over 5 years. It's horrible. And the worst part is, it gets worse.

Another bad thing about hallways is that people crash into you all the time. And sometimes bruise you. >_<

Current life~

2010-12-02T20:38:00.002-05:00

Hello~! Currently in my life I'm doing fine. My grades are normal, classes are normal, and everything is normal.

Right now I am trying to draw better and I want to improve my skills, as usual. I've noticed that my drawings have improved a lot since last year and I have my own style. Now I just need to know how to draw the human body better, in anime style that is.

My Latin class is way too easy. Yes, I'm that much of a nerd. Today we were translating a story and I knew all the words and easily translated it, but the kids in the class don't know the vocabulary. I mean, they were easy words that they should've known. The sad thing is, I skipped a level in Latin and they have been there more than 3 or 4 years, depending if they are 11th graders or 12th. And this is only my second year. Am I the only one who sees the weirdness in that? >.<

I'm getting better at the violin, but I know it's not my life long dream.

I'm taking Art class and one of my drawings is being entered into a contest! ^_^ Yay!

And that's the news about me.

Happy Thanksgiving!! :D

2010-11-25T12:21:00.003-05:00

Hello~ How do I have enough time on Thanksgiving to make a post on my blog? Because this thanksgiving is going to be wet. It's been raining since yesterday and no one wants to come to our house when it's raining. Even I myself don't want to go anywhere in the rain. >__< Why must it rain on Thanksgiving day? It's so gloomy. -__-

Other than that, I still feel grateful for everything and I'm still happy about the food I'm going to eat~ ^^ (yesh, I love food <3)

And here's the thanksgiving song that I love: Happy Thanksgiving!

I hope everyone has a great thanksgiving and appreciate all that has been given to you~!! ^_^

Cheese! and grocery exercise...

2010-11-24T15:08:00.004-05:00

OH MY GOODNESS.

I am never going to shop for cheese ever again. There are so many different kinds of cheese and so many of them that it took me forever to find the right one.

I don't even like cheese. O__o
(Okay, only on burgers or subs.)

Still, it wasn't worth the headache of looking for it.

I've noticed that I always do the grocery for my house. >__< I shop for food so much, I know what's in every aisle without looking at the signs. Plus, I'm starting to get used to touching the chicken packets and such. >__< So weird. I seriously don't like grocery shopping because I have to carry all the stuff 5 times.

1.) First time I carry the stuff inside the trolley.
2.) Then I have to put all the stuff onto the conveyor belt.
3.) Then but all the stuff BACK into the trolley, now in bags.
4.) Place everything in the car/vehicle.
5.) And finally carry everything in the house.

And that's not the last time I have to carry it! I have to put EVERYTHING in it's place in the house. >.> Darn. Shopping is an exercise. Do people even realize how hard it is? I mean, I'm not lazy, but you tend to get tired after you shop all the time. And it gets boring once you've seen all the items. Another bad part is that I have to walk a lot. >.<

To be or not to be...

2010-11-20T21:00:00.002-05:00

This really is my question. To be or not to be a violinist. I mean, I love playing the violin, but there are times when I hate it. (like the fact that no one takes me to my concert and that I hate dressing in black for Orchestra) When I list the pros and cons, they're both equal and I can't decide whether I should continue or not.

Before anyone comments (which I doubt in the first place, but for the sake of luck) I must say that my teacher is really scary and she only likes preppy girls (like barbie dolls). However, she plays well (obviously, I mean, she is our TEACHER, the superior) and she knows us well enough to know what we can and cannot play. However, she doesn't give people a second chance. She seated me in 5th seat, Second violins; a quite low rank spot, considering there are 7 second violins. Also, it's "second" violins, not "first" >.< Even though this was advanced Orchestra and not intermediate, I've been in 1st violin a lot. I know I deserve the spot, but I went back and played all the first violin parts and I can easily play them. She just didn't give a second chance.

With this sad experience in mind, I don't know whether or not to continue. Would you continue after such an incident?

Another bad experience of last year is that she put the loudest player in first chair, while putting the awesome junior and other better playing sophomores in the back of the first violins. This is when I was in the intermediate Orchestra. The first chair didn't even play that well, it was so unfair. Is it just me or does the teacher only pick the most confidence, yet sucky players to be first chairs? Gah, I can't say anything, because the first chair in the advanced Orchestra is awesome. But she's been there since her freshmen year.

Anyways, I don't know what to do. Quit or not quit? I haven't the least idea of what to do.

The Scarlet A!

2010-11-18T19:25:00.004-05:00

I'm finally reading the "Scarlet Letter" for Advanced Placement Literature. I know, I know, it's a book that I should've read before, but I was being lazy and ignored it. However, I'm finally reading it! I'm so excited!! (yes, I'm a bookworm @-@)

Okay, I was about to start a whole topic about the theme of Scarlet Letter, but then I thought, why am I such a nerd?

So, new topic: http://www.associatedcontent.com/article/935861/reasons_why_you_shouldnt_eat_pork.html - Pork is unhealthy. It's proven. What I don't get is that why do people still eat it if they know it's bad?

Why do idiots do stupid things intentionally? Because it's fun? No. Because they're stupid. So why would you purposely eat something that is harmful to you? It's like eating from McDonald's every day knowing how fat it can make you. Who does that? Indulge themselves by harming themselves? Another thing: Why do people drink to get drunk when they know what will happen? It annoys me so much. >__< But then again, the world can't be perfect.

Birthday~

2010-11-17T19:24:00.002-05:00

I am officially 17 years old! Yay! :D I've always liked the number 17 because of the way it is written and how cool it sounds. I like that number so much that I have written it next to my name since 3rd grade. But the worst thing is my birthday is on the 16th, not the 17th. So, I'm not connected to that number any way. However, finally I have a solid connect with 17 for one whole year! I think this is going to be a good year. ^_^

Just making it clear, I don't believe that numbers change your destiny or any of that kind stuff. I just like the number 17, nothing more nothing less.

I guess that's all. My b-day was pretty normal, the cake and the cheerful mood.

Quitting~

2010-11-11T21:31:00.003-05:00

O___O

I just quit on Anime and manga FOREVER. I've realized that I'd rather watch dramas or take a stroll outside than read manga or watch kiddie animes. I mean, really, even the teenage level animes are still childish. I feel like I'm past those things. This is not because of my age (>.>) but because I seriously don't get animes anymore.

It's like I've just graduated from reading Dr. Seuss books to reading Harry Potter (I've read 5 and 1/2 out of the 7 Harry Potter books. I got really bored during the 5th book that I quit halfway. Seriously, I can read all of Jane Austen's works in a day, but I just can't finish a Harry Potter book without falling asleep.) Besides the point, I think animes are childish and there is a time when you have to grow up. We all have to, some day.

Quitting isn't easy. Although there is no trouble quitting anime (since I haven't seen an anime since 7th grade) but there is trouble about manga. I'm tempted to read manga, because I'm so used to it, but I can't read more. I mean, all the mangas are getting really cliched and all my favorites have long updates. >.< I could wait a while and read them, but that's not the point here. I have to quit on manga because it isn't as important as before. I don't need time wasters. (like this elaborate blog. Jk. XD)

It's funny how I can write over 3 paragraphs about my day or a topic on my blog but I get stuck on essays. XD I guess expressing feelings online like this is better than explaining in essay form. Also because my teacher knows it's me and no one really knows me online. Hmm. I should test this theory. Gosh, I'm sidetracking on my own topic post. Oh well, no one reads it anyways. I like it that way, sometimes. I can write anything I want and I know that nobody will ever see it. XD Awesome.

Playful kiss~

2010-10-24T20:15:00.003-04:00

The best Korean drama for 2010 is Playful Kiss!!! <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 It's the Korean version of "it started with a kiss". I think I've already posted this before, but the Japanese and Taiwanese versions basically sucked. However, this version was AWESOME and really motivating. It felt like I was watching the anime come to life (yes, I've seen the anime version XD). It's like the coolest drama of the year! I'm really glad that I'm able to finish it peacefully, without troubles of not finding the video or any loading problems. The only problems with dramas nowadays is that they show commercials online too now. I mean, as if ads weren't enough on the side, most videos have short commercial breaks now. I feel cheated sometimes because of this ad system. In the end, we can't avoid ads. O__O

Back to dramas~!!

2010-10-01T20:51:00.004-04:00

Hello! I have been doing great recently and remembered how awesome dramas are! :D

I'm considering to watch these dramas next (not in order and probably not all):
1.) Stars Falling From the Sky
2.) One Fine Day
3.) The World That They Live In
4.) Love Marriage
5.) My Name is Kim Sam Soon

These are all Korean dramas because I noticed that Korean dramas are amazing. I mean, I enjoy them more than Japanese dramas or Taiwanese dramas. Here's my scale for the 4 dramas:
1.) Korean dramas
2.) Japanese dramas
3.) Indian dramas (as in dramas in India)
4.) Taiwanese dramas

For some reason Korean dramas are my main focus these days. Maybe it's because their version of "It started with a kiss" (which is titled "Playful Kiss" in Korean version) is WAY better than the Japanese version and the Taiwanese version. I'm not the only one who thinks this. Many people on forums would agree with me that the Japanese and Taiwanese version of "it started with a kiss" sucked. I think it's a bit ironic that even though the story is originally Japanese, but the Korean version is the best. XD That's really funny.

Btw, if anyone ever has questions about dramas, just ask me. I'm like the drama queen. (yuck, cliche. I actually am not a drama queen (as in someone who overreacts, but I do love dramas in general)

I suck at playing~

2010-09-11T22:10:00.003-04:00

I suck at playing the violin. -__- Period.

Okay, here's my violin story: In 4th grade, near the last few days of school, they introduced the high school orchestra again to us (they usually played for us every year since kindergarten and I always fell asleep when they did play XD) and I thought the violin sounded awesome. Like any other amazed kid (more like, any other Asian kid), I wanted to try it and be able to play for my family. So, my goal was: to play "happy b-day" on the violin for my family and I thought it was cool. (a very bad reason for playing til high school..) I played from 5th grade to my current grade, which is 11th grade. How many years would that be? Almost 7 years.

ALMOST 7 YEARS!!!!

And yet, I suck at playing. O__o Either I'm very stupid or the violin hates me. Seriously, you'd have to be stupid to not be able to play well when you've been playing for 7 years. Sure, for 2 of those years I played horribly, even in 7th grade I was horrible at it. Now that I look at it, I've always sucked at playing. O__O

Now, here's the problem: Why am I still in Orchestra if I suck at playing the violin? Because I'm in love with playing the violin. >__< Why did I have to love playing, even though I suck? It's so cruel, you know. Although I love to play and want to play well, for some reason, I don't improve and still play horribly so. Is this a curse or something? I practice every day, try to learn online extra stuff, watch violin videos, and I also play in school. But why do I still suck?

Life is unfair and I should get over it, but I can't seem to. :( Oh well.

A word of advice, if you suck at something really bad and yet you love it, do your best and maybe your determination will get you somewhere. I, on the other hand, lack determination and also perseverance.

Chocolate Cosmos!!!!!~

2010-09-06T11:43:00.003-04:00

Haruta Nana just made me hate her.

Why?

Well, I was reading the ending of "Chocolate Cosmos" the manga online and I was very excited. I like Hagiwara sensei, but I also like Yuushi, so I didn't really mind which one she'd pick. However, the way she ended it was lousy. I mean, she ending the manga really quick as if to get it over with, and she didn't make it that cool. >.<

(secretly, for some reason, I was hoping she'd end up with Yuushi and Hagiwara sensei wouldn't mind giving her to him, since he knew that Yuushi liked her and Sayuki liked Yuushi inside. :D )
So, yeah, now I'm really disappointed at Haruta Nana. Why? I like Hagiwara sensei, but I wanted a better and cooler ending!! Who wants to immediately end a great manga? Sometimes mangakas make the worst mistakes because they're in a hurry to get it over with and so the fans don't complain. (but we still complain, sorry mangakas/authors)

This is the exact reason why I want to become an author, so that the ending always goes my way and not some weird way. >__<

On a side note for MEAN and EVIL BULLIES: I don't like spammers, I mean, who will spam on my innocent little otaku world? Why? Either they have no life or they are people who are jealous. (but why of me? I didn't do anything!!) Anyways, I know there are many evil/mean/crazy/stupid/idiots in this world, but at least control yourself a little. At least have a little dignity or conscience stupid idiots. Gosh. And I'm sorry for lecturing on my blog, but seriously, I hate haters and I absolutely hate stupid people. (I even made a whole topic about it before). So please, either get a life or go watch T.V. or something.

School~

2010-08-24T22:08:00.003-04:00

School is horrible. >__< We have another new principal (all throughout my high school year I've had 3 different principals. Is that normal? O__o). That's all I'm going to say. Just because this is my blog, doesn't give me the right to complain to random strangers. XD

Actually, it does. But I won't complain because I'm too tired to type that much. ^_^

One thing I love about school is that every year you think the teachers will be hard on you and you'll have tons of homework, it's not like that. In the end, all the classes are easy and teachers are very understanding. :D

Or so that's what's happened to me forever, until now. >.> I finally signed up for harder classes, which just made my school life harder. Oh no, that sounds like a complain! XD lol.

Anyways, what I'm trying to get to is, challenging yourself is good, but don't challenge yourself so much that you have trouble with it, like I do. >__< Being an overachiever all the time isn't good and breaks are important to relax your mind. ^_^

(wow, I didn't complain as much as before. XDD)

Eye for an Eye makes the whole world...

2010-08-01T23:06:00.005-04:00

DEAF!!!

XD

Yeah, so, this is a random post about getting even. Well, you know the phrase up there, well, Ghandi said it. (that was random, but true) Back to the topic, I want to get even with some people, but not in a bad way. XD Like, "if you scratch my back, I'll scratch yours" type of thing (ew, I wouldn't really do that o_o). I want to do good to get good, like good karma. I usually am naturally a good-doer and am always nice to people, so I have enough good karma. My whole point is: I'm going to comment on other people's posts, so that they'll comment back on mine. XDD That's a mean reason to comment on somebody's post, but I think it's understandable.

In dramas, the main character says something nice to the minor character, hoping to hear something good back. I think everyone is selfish in this point. They'll say nice things to later hear about themselves, no? Am I not correct that most people think this way? So maybe if I comment on somebody's post, surely they'll remember me and comment back, right?
(I'm always doubting things, although I shouldn't.)

Worlds clashing~

2010-08-01T22:21:00.003-04:00

OMONA.

My worlds are clashing!

Okay, so, I have a few different sides of me. Like, I have this online Hikari thing going on, my blog and all. Then, I have a Facebook me, which is the same as Hikari and my real self, of course. I'm not a poser or a fake, so all my accounts obviously represent me in personality and in name.

HOWEVER, I also have two different friends: online friends and real friends.

When I was SUPER depressed about some personal things happening to me (when my Dad passes away...) and school starting, I didn't talk to my online friends that much. >__< So they probably forgot about me, or so that's what I think. I have to balance it all out and patch things up with everyone. -__- Which I, the lazy lazy person, am having a real hard time on.

The bright side is that I can add all my friends from other sites on Facebook, so it'll be easier to patch things up, plus I can chat with everyone there.

Down side is that I think asking for Facebook names is stalkerish to some people. >__<>__< Another down side: I'm shy and easily discouraged. -__- So just thinking about it, I think it's a bad idea and am thinking negatively.

All I hope is to patch up with old friends and make my worlds into only one simple world. :D

I hate blogger...

2010-07-31T21:59:00.003-04:00

Okay, so, my last post was about my 200th post and I was so happy about it. Well, I did the math, using my archive thingy on my blog. I posted 29 posts in 2010 and 163 post in 2009. So, total was 192. However, when I went to check on my blogger, it said that I had 200 posts!!! @__@

Then, I was confused. Why would Blogger tell me that I have 200 posts when I only have 192? Well, 8 of those 200 were drafts. O__O

So, I'm going to publish all my drafts, so in the future I won't be confused like I am today. XD
(or I'll just delete the drafts. XDD maybe I'll publish them if they're good)

(btw, the pic is of my shock when I found out that I didn't actually have 200 posts! TT__TT Tamaki understands how shocking it is!!~ )

200th post! And classmates!~

2010-07-31T19:10:00.003-04:00

Hello~!! This is my 200th post!!! :D Yay~!!! I can't believe that I write so much. @__@ I expected to get tired of this blog by now (lol XD), but I'm amazed that I care so much. ^_^ (not really, I just go here for my drama info XD jk jk!)

Now that "that" (my 200th post) is over, now for the REAL post! Classmates. I try to ignore my classmates and not see them after school. Or ever, actually. I just don't like them. I like my friends, of course. However, classmates are different. -__- They don't know me personally and they only know that I'm smart (although I'm dumb, or so I think I am). Anyways, I don't like to associate with my classmates that much because I already know how their minds work. (gosh, I'm horrible, aren't I? It's not my fault for knowing simple minds. It's pretty easy, when wanting to become an author, you need to know every emotion and every expression. Also, since I draw/read lots of manga, I know a lot about people. ) So, I like hanging out with people who are unpredictable and entertaining. I think many people are like that, no? Everyone wants to be with friends who are special and unique, no? XD (luckily I have friends like that :D)

So, I don't like my classmates for their predictable ways, and I am glad that I have posted my 200th post! ^_^

Drowning~

2010-07-31T19:00:00.003-04:00

Hello~ Okay, today's topic is drowning, as in suffocating in water or another liquid. Well, I've almost drowned 2 times in my life, both in my childhood (of course, I know how to swim now, barely).

Well, there's this horrible feeling when you're drowning, it's the same feeling when you're falling. It's like your whole body knows what is happening, but somehow you can't stop it. That fully awake feeling. >__< It's a bad feeling. So, why am I talking about drowning? I just realized that I am SUPER lucky for not having to swim during P.E.

Usually you start learning how to swim in middle school (like, in P.E., that is. You normally start learning earlier). So, in 6th grade, my school's pool was being remodeled. I was so lucky that I didn't have to swim~ In 7th grade, unfortunately I had to, and so in 8th grade. However, in 9th grade (high school), I was lucky again because the pool in that school was also just being remodeled! So, I didn't swim in 9th grade either. And I took summer school P.E. (which I wrote about on my blog before: it was hell) and they didn't teach swimming in summer school! Yay! So I only had to swim 2 times (7th and 8th grade) in front of my classmates!

:D Bye! And please be careful not to drown. ^_^ (drowning is scary >.<)

Ideal person~

2010-07-27T13:24:00.004-04:00

You know that one person that you've always admired for their awesome qualities, you're role model, the Ideal person you want to become (not date, that's another Ideal, though). Well, I'm slowly turning into the Ideal person I've always wanted to become. ^_^

My role model was my sister when I was young. She played the violin, she drew and painted very well, and she always had straight As. Plus, she was so tall that I felt like an ant compared to her. However, things have changed now. XD Now, I'm tall as she is (I overestimated her when I was young) and I do all the things she also used to do. (only I play the violin better than her and I take harder classes than her)

So, all in all, I'm finally becoming the person I've always wanted to be and it's a really great feeling. :D The best thing to do is set high standards and high goals. Don't just reach for the sky, go beyond the sky and reach for the stars~ (ah, the pic in the corner is obviously Yuki Cross from Vampire Knight. I just randomly put that picture there. XD lol)

School!!!~

2010-07-26T16:36:00.002-04:00

School is about to start in a few weeks, so in preparation for it, I declare that I won't watch dramas until Winter Break! ^_^

But other than that, I noticed that I draw better if I doodle on homework rather than drawing on a clean sheet of computer paper. O__O Isn't that weird? I'll only draw better if I'm SUPER bored, or else my drawings won't be as good. (that's why all my drawings in school are so good. XD)

Oh, I just realized that I never wrote that much about my drawings on my blog. I confess, I draw well, but not that well. Comparing myself to any mangaka, I don't draw anime/manga that well, but I do know the basics. :D (yesh, I draw manga, random stuff, and people) I would show one of my drawings on my blog, but I'm too lazy. >.>

Pie~

2010-07-22T16:25:00.003-04:00

Hello~ I don't like Pie.
O:
I do like Apple Pie, but sometimes I even don't like it.

What is so special about Pie anyways? I'd rather have Gulab Jamun. (the picture in the corner)

What is Gulab Jamun? GOOGLE IT. (gosh I'm rude. XD No, I'm so nice that I googled it for you, just click this site: http://en.wikipedia.com/wiki/Gulab_jamun

Now that you know what it is, let me tell you my definition: The most SWEETEST ball of happiness, with syrup better than honey! And, you can eat it any time, not just for weddings. I eat them over the weekend when we go to the special store where they sell them~ ^_^ My favorite desert is Gulab Jamun~ (oh, and you pronounce is like this: Goo-Laab Jaa-muun~ ^_^ now that's fun to say XD)

So, would you eat boring old pie or have some gulab jamun? ^_^

Sudden realization!~

2010-07-19T10:56:00.004-04:00

EVERY JAPANESE DRAMA (usually) HAS A MANGA!!!! O__O (and some Korean manhwas are dramas; such as Goong and there is even 'Boys over flowers', which for Japanese is "Hana yori dango"~)

With this sudden realization, I noticed that most the dramas that I've watched or will later watch have a manga!! (like Hana Kimi, Seigi no Mikata, Kimi wa Petto, Hana Yori Dango, Hotaru no Hikari, Perfect Girl Evolution, Nodame Cantabile, Zettai Kareshi, Oh! My girl, Liar Game, Honey and Clover, Lovely Complex, Koizora, It started with a kiss, etc (you get it, don't you?))

Yeah, so there are like 100 more dramas that are mangas. XD And some of them probably have their own movies! (like Lovely complex and Hana Yori Dango)

Plus, to double that effect, sometimes there are the same dramas only in different languages. (like there are 2 different "It started with a kiss". One in Japanese, like the manga, and one in Mandarin (Taiwanese drama). Just like "Hana Yori dango", which I already explained. ^_^

Now I don't feel like watching the dramas that already have a manga. >.> And I don't want to watch the dramas I've already read the manga of. (like Nodame Cantabile. I LOVED that manga, but I don't feel like watching the drama.)

Hikari's world~

2010-07-17T23:45:00.003-04:00

Hikari's world is back~ The drama thing was too much for me. Plus, I missed 'hikari's world~'.

Officially the shortest post ever.

NANA!~

2010-07-13T04:46:00.002-04:00

5 reasons why I love the manga "Nana", which is rated Mature.
1.) Because the art is AWESOME and CUTE!
2.) The storyline is PERFECT and so COOL!!! When I mean cool, the author does foreshadowing a lot and does cool back flashes. (this is why #2 differs from #3)
3.) The storyline also is unpredictable and very unique. This reason is not the same as number 2.
4.) It shows great friendship and how relationships are easily broken down. ^_^ Full of small and simple life lessons, kind of.
5.) It's really funny and I enjoy it. :D

Now, 5 reasons why I should HATE it!
1.) IT'S FREAKIN' "MATURE"!!!!
2.) Both Nana's are sluts, but I think "Hachi" is the bigger slut. (sorry for being blunt here)
3.) The life lessons suck. The lessons are more like: this is what happens if you mess up in life. -__-
4.) It gets INCREDIBLY sad. T__T
5.) It's really weird and completely not my style.

So why do I still read it and like it? I don't exactly know. In fact, I shouldn't even be reading it in the first place. I just can't not read it, it's like that. You know when there is something you like and no matter how hard you try you just can't ignore it, right? Well, for me, Nana, the manga, is that kind of thing. ^_^ I love it. >__<

New Drama~

2010-07-13T04:26:00.004-04:00

http://wiki.d-addicts.com/Seigi_no_Mikata_%282008%29 - Seigi no Mikata is the new drama that I've watching right now~ It's Japanese and very funny! Yoku, a normal freshman, is constantly bullied by her evil sister. However, only she knows of her sister's real intentions. Every episode is so hilarious. I watched 3 eps all in one day, it was so exciting. I'm trying to limit myself and watch them slowly, but the drama is really fun and I feel like watching it all, which is kind of impossible.

Anyways, I usually watch dramas with actors or actresses that I know. Well, the evil sister is Yamada Yu, who was the evil person in "Mei-chan no butler". ^_^ Plus, I knew Shida Mirai from "Sapuri", that drama with Kame. XD And I also think the guy Mukai Osamu is in the new season of "Hotaru no Hikari", one of my favorite Japanese comedies. And HONGO KANATA, the guy in this drama who the protagonist has a crush on, starred in "Prince of Tennis" the movie and "Nana 2"!! <3 I suddenly love him, just for being in my favorites! ( I have this hidden love for "Prince of Tennis". I watched all 100+ eps of the anime and I've read some of the manga. Plus, I also LOVE Nana, for some odd reason. The thing is, Nana is the biggest slut ever, but I can't seem to hate her, even though I usually hate people like that. Plus, the art of the manga and that never-ending storyline binds me closer to it. I think I'll even make a separate post for that topic. Btw, if anyone is interested in "Prince of Tennis" the movie, please click this link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mPqHBjcib68&feature=related )

So, in the end, this drama is highly recommended and will surely give you a laugh! ^_^

Japanese bishies~

2010-07-07T09:47:00.011-04:00

Bishie alert! If you get nosebleeds from this, please do not blame me. ^_^

http://www.allkpop.com/2009/07/japanese_fans_want_jaejoong_as_their_lover

I know this is old news, but I found it only recently and it stuck to me~ Top ten Artists you'd like as your lover~ <3

Here's the list~ (with my comments in parenthesis ^_^)

1. KATTUN's Akanishi Jin (^_^ For me, not really, although he is handsome)
2. KATTUN's Kamenashi Kazuya (YESH!! I'd love to have Kame as my lover! <3 <3 <3 <3)
3. Tohoshinki's Kim Jaejoong (Not really.. I mean, I love DBSK and I do like his singing, but wouldn't want him as a lover.)
4. News's Yamashita Tomohisa (Definitely. In my list, he's #1!! <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3)
5. EXILE's Takahiro (Who? Oh well, I googled him and he wasn't that bad, but since I don't even know him or anything about him, I wouldn't date him.)
6. Kinki-Kids's Domoto Koichi (Who? O__O I feel dumb for not knowing him..- quickly googles him.. same reply as Takashiro-san.)
7. Arashi's Jun Matsumoto (No. For some reason I don't like him. Must be because of Hana Yori Dango and Kimi wa Pet. I must say, "Kima wa Pet" was his worst drama.)
8. L'Arc-en-Ciel's Hyde (Nope, but I do like his songs. Plus, isn't he married? http://wiki.d-addicts.com/Oishi_Megumi- that's his wife. ^_^)
9. Yusuke (don't know him, don't care.)
10. Arashi's Ninomiya Kazunari (don't know him, don't care.)

My personal top list of top 5 artists (including Kpop):

1.) Yamashita Tomohisa from NEWS~
2.) Eunhyuk from Super Junior~
3.) Lee Joon from MBLAQ~
4.) Mir from MBLAQ~
5.) Kamenashi Kazuya from KAT-TUN~

I would make a top 10 list, but it'd probably consist of the rest of Super Junior. XDD

As expected~ and drama themes~

2010-07-03T02:57:00.000-04:00

Hello~ OMG, Yamapi truly did it. "Buzzer Beat" was an AWESOME drama and I'm really glad that I watched it. It's one of those moments when you expect so much of someone and it really came true. I expected this drama would be great, after all Yamapi was in it. And as expected, it was an interesting drama! ^_^ Main theme of the drama was: Love makes people strong. Another main theme was: Believe in your dreams and follow them.

Now, here were some hidden themes:
1.) Don't cheat, or else karma will get you and you will be left alone until the end of the drama because the director felt sad for you. XD
2.) Don't hug/kiss/sleep with someone you don't truly love, or else it'll hurt you later and the director won't feel sad for you this time around. XDD
3.) Cigarettes are bad for you, especially if you're a cheerleader, more importantly a cheerleader captain. The only way you can have cigarettes and be a cheerleader at the same time is because the script writer made it that way. XD In reality, people who smoke can't possibly do splits and cheer and be happy during a game, because smoking makes your reactions slower and your body. Please don't smoke. ^_^ Also, when you kiss, you're breath is going to stink. :(
4.) Don't ask the girl of your dreams to give up her dreams just so you two can be cuddly together. Think of her future and be considerate. ^_^ If you do that, karma and destiny will team up together to help you and her. :D
5.) A conductor of the Orchestra will not let you leave urgently just to let you go to your boyfriend's big basketball tournament. Also, you would be immediately fired or laid off if you leave a rehearsal for that kind of reason. If you told the conductor that you need to leave before the rehearsal there is chance that he/she will let you leave. ^_^

So, in the end, this drama rocked! Omo, I'm so changing the name of my blog. From today on, my blog's name will be: Addicted to dramas~ ^_^ Or maybe not... (that name is too corny) Maybe my next post will be about that! XD

Buzzer Beat~!

2010-06-30T16:27:00.000-04:00

Hello~ I'm going to go all drama-crazy with Japanese dramas. If you've been to my blog and have seen my drama list, these days I've been watching more Japanese dramas than Korean dramas. The thing is, I just can't watch Korean dramas because I feel like I understand Japanese better. ^_^ Plus, I feel like I've neglected Japanese dramas long enough. XD

So, the new Japanese drama that I've watching is called "Buzzer Beat", which is a term used in basketball that explains when the ball goes in just when the buzzer goes and the losing team wins by that one point, hence the word "Buzzer" and "Beat", as in they beat the other team. I hope that made sense because I am horrible at explaining things. XD

Why would I, an otaku and drama-crazed Kpop fangirl, like a drama about basketball?
One word: Yamapi.

If you don't know Yamapi, you don't know anything about Japanese dramas. Yamapi is the most coolest male actor in Japanese dramas~ He's been in many of my favorite dramas and his acting is really convincing! :D I could go on and on about him, but I think most people can just Google him. ^_^ I'm trying to watch all his dramas, even the ones with no Romance, and if you're a fan of my blog, you must know I absolutely LOVE romance stories and comedy. (Yamapi is the king of comedy, btw)

But, fortunately, this drama has romance in it and it's great!~ I love the drama so far, very interesting and it shows reality. As in, everything isn't always perfect.

And if you still don't agree to watch this drama, then this last thing will convince you: Yamapi is awesome at playing basketball! ^_^

(and yes, that's a pic of Yamapi!)

Bunny!!!!

2010-06-27T19:22:00.000-04:00

O__O OMONA (Korean word equal to OMG) !!!!

My sister actually bought a bunny! ^_^ I'm so happy and excited~ It's such a cute bunny and it's caramel looking in color with some white areas~ It was the softest and cutest bunny ever~ We named it "Caramel", but no one calls it that, lol. Seriously, we just call it bunny or rabbit, even though it has a name. XD

I'm so shocked that my sister wasn't joking and actually got the bunny. I mean, it's not like I don't want the bunny, but I just didn't expect her to get it. She'll have to take care of it, along with her kids (yesh, I never mentioned this before, but my sis is married and has kids, but I overlooked this fact as too personal.) and she'll also have to clean the bunny's cage and such. Honestly, my only worry is that her kids don't lose the poor bunny. The kids are really young and COMPLETELY immature, so I'm worried about the bunny being lost or something (even possibly squeezed to death. O_O). I hope it all goes well. ^_^

Other than that, I love that fur ball~ <3 It's so small and it's SUPER cute! :D

It's rabbit season!~

2010-06-26T15:15:00.000-04:00

There are 3 adorable rabbits living in my backyard. ^_^ One of them is the mom, I've never seen the dad so he's not included in the 3, and two of them are cute little baby bunnies~ <3

How do I know there are 3 different ones? Well, I once saw two little ones in the backyard at the same time eating grass. Then, the mom is pretty obvious to spot, since she is HUGE. I mean, I never knew rabbits could get that big. O__o It was like a big cat, only in rabbit form. (bad comparison, must work on better metaphors and similes.)

So, why am I posting this?
I don't know the answer to that. >_< I guess because I felt like it. XD

Oh yeah, I remember now! Because my older sister thought about getting a rabbit and I made a joke that it would run away with the rabbits in our backyard. Lol.

In the end, we're not getting a rabbit, but we will visit the pet shop just to look at cute little animals~ <3 (yesh, I'm an animal lover sometimes, but really, who can resist not going to a pet shop for fun?)

Btw, I don't want to keep any pets. Our family has bad luck with pets. -__- Oh well, I have many virtual pets! (joking!! XD Virtual pets are boring for me, though. I'd rather read a book; and yesh, I sound like a nerd.)

Oh, and also, it's rabbit season. ^_^

Lovely Complex complete!!~

2010-06-23T01:38:00.000-04:00

I have finally completed Lovely Complex by watching the official movie!!! ^_^ I've already read "Lovely Complex" manga and I've watched the anime, all that was left was the live-action movie, which I just watched today~ It's pretty interesting to see what the anime has and what the movie has, because the manga has the whole story. There are some scenes that the anime doesn't have that's in the manga, and same for the movie. But it's still the same love story that I like~

(if you don't know what Lovely Complex is, then please google it.)

A Japanese drama!~

2010-06-14T02:27:00.001-04:00

It's been such a long time since I've finished a Japanese drama~ (I listed it on my drama list, if anyone noticed) "Hotaru no Hikari" - which means the glow of a firefly. ^_^ It was a good drama, very funny and entertaining. And while I'm at it, I thought to watch another Japanese drama~ and this one is... "Yamato Nadeshiko Shichi Henge"!

O__O I know, I don't know what that means either, so don't worry.

Actually, after I Googled it, I found out it meant "Perfect Girl Evolution"! When I learned that, I realized I've seen that name before. After some searching, I found out that its a manga (manga info: http://www.onemanga.com/Perfect_Girl_Evolution/ )! :O and an Anime! O: (anime info: http://www.animenewsnetwork.com/encyclopedia/anime.php?id=6818)

So, I was really excited about this drama. But, there's one thing that truly pulled me into this drama. The fact that Kame is in the drama might have something to do with it~ <3

Mangaka~!

2010-06-11T16:48:00.001-04:00

Okay, if you don't know what Mangaka is, then you don't know what Manga is, and you probably shouldn't even read this post, unless you Google those two words. So, here are my favorite mangakas~ (all in the category of SHOJO~) (I should list at least one example of their art; meaning one manga they've made)

1.) Haruta Nana (Chocolate Cosmos~^_^ ) (which I love, btw! <3)
2.) Minami Maki (Special A~ ^_^) (My all-time favorite! :D)
3.) Ai Yazawa (Nana~ ^_^) (regardless of the mistakes made in this novel, I somehow just love it. Plus, her art is so awesome~~!)
4.) Chiba Kozue (24 Colors) (It's a pretty sweet love story~)
5.) Erika Kurahashi (Charisma Doll~) (the art is cool~)
6.) Mayu Sakai (Momo!) (and my other favorite: Peter Pan Syndrome)
7.) Arina Tanemaru (Full Moon wo Sagashite!) (my first EVER fully completed manga online)
8.) Shiina Ayumi (Penguin brothers) (cute art~)
9.) Yoshizumi Wataru (Ultra Maniac (my first official manga, ever!!) and Marmalade Boy)
10.) Matsuri Hino (Vampire Knight, (duh) and Meru Puri!) (Meru Puri is also my first mangas~)
(some names must be backwards, because different sites put them different ways; meaning the first name might be the first one or the second one >__< Sorry) (I just put some mangas, not all, just keep that in mind~)

I also like Shinjo Mayu, but GOSH, the level of smuttiness is unbearable sometimes, so I wouldn't recommend her art to anyone, unless they prefer smut.

My password~~~

2010-06-08T18:00:00.000-04:00

OMG. My password was wrong for nearly a month, but I procrastinated and didn't fix it until now! I think I forgot it, since it's very possible for a person like me who always forgets to feed the fish (my mom feeds them, but not anymore because we take them back to the lake where they came from). ^_^ But besides my password problem my summer has been GREAT~ ..so far. Okay, while I didn't post, many things happened. First, school ended (obviously, since I just said my summer has been great). Second, all my grades were perfect when the school year ended. Lastly, I, who love school, asked to teacher if I could take the Latin book and do summer homework. -___- That means I'll be working all summer on my Latin, not to mention the fact that I still have Advanced (if I say so myself, college level) English summer reading, where I have to read two novels during the summer (which would be Jane Eyre and Great Gatsby; Jane Eyre, I've read over 10 times). ^_^ I've so much to do in the summer, and being me, I'm going to laze off every moment, so I hope I try and not give into the summer's biggest temptation (which is sleep, of course)!!!

Oh, by the way, I didn't say this, but I'm doing very well in Latin. In fact, I even won a silver medal on the National Latin Exam 2010~ :D

This is completely random, but my brother finally bought a new net for Badminton, so now I play it everyday~ ^_^ Usually I play with my mom, but sometimes I play with my brother and sister~ I guess, besides walking, that's my only real exercise. XD (which reminds me how nonathletic I am).

Violin!!~

2010-04-03T16:48:00.000-04:00

OMONA. (Korean saying that expresses either shock, surprise, or just plain OMG moments.)

I left my violin at school! (which is rather common sometimes.) However, usually I leave it inside my locker, but on Friday I left it in a classroom. >__< So, I emailed the teacher, my Math teacher, (his school email, obviously. If I had his REAL email address, that'd be bad, plus, who would want to have their teacher's email? O__o) and I was worried if he reads it or not, because usually teachers don't read their mail at all or read it weekly, or so I thought. But, he seemed to reply on time and he told me that he knew that I left it there and he told me that I could come and get it at 3:35, but it was too late and I didn't want to go back to school. Here are the emails:

Mine:

Hello, this is from (My real name goes here, but for safe reasons, I will not share it), from 7th period Geometry class. I forgot my violin in your classroom. Can you make sure no one takes it on Monday morning (which is when I'll be able to get it)? The violin is right beside my desk. Sorry. I will make sure this does not happen again.

His Email:

Yes (my name goes here, again) - I saw it before I left. U could return to school now and ask a janitor to open my door for u - if not I will get it monday morning - have a good weekend :)

Sent from my Verizon Wireless BlackBerry [Was it necessary to tell me that he sent it from his Blackberry? Or did the blackberry put the format on it by itself? lol]

So, basically I'll come get my violin on Monday morning. >__< I really wanted to practice, but it's okay now that I at least know that my violin is safe, thanks to the email reply. I guess teachers do check their email after all, or at least some do. XD

Stereotypes~

2010-03-25T16:43:00.000-04:00

I hate stereotypes, but I follow them. I’m horrible, aren’t I?

Here’s an example: If I see a girl wearing bright colored clothes, a fake designer bag, and she has blonde hair with an unnatural tan, I’ll think she’s a prep and is stuck-up (although 85% of the time it’s true). Am I being mean here? I mean, most of time I’m right, so there’s no problem, right?

Another example, which is proven wrong each time: If I see a girl wearing all black, someone who likes red roses with thorns, and likes broken hearts, I’d think she’s gothic. However, I didn’t say that I hate that type of person, I just assume she is gothic. (btw, my best friend is like that, but she’s really nice and the coolest person in my school, really!)

And for the fun of it, another example: If I see a guy who is smiling a lot, walks happily, and is near my best friend, I think he’s gay. Why? Because my best friend attracts all gay guys, I don’t know why. I mean, not attracted as in love, but just as friends and it’s really funny that I would know them, which is a long story itself.

So, in the end, I follow stereotypes and I hate myself for it, but I can’t stop it. I seem to label things/people without really knowing it. I think everyone does it, it’s unstoppable. Everyone labels, but it’s not always in a mean or hurtful way, it’s a way our brain easily sets everything, that’s what I think. I don’t think everyone would agree with me, but it’s only my opinion, not everyone has to agree with me. XD

College~!!

2010-03-25T14:34:00.001-04:00

No, I'm not that old yet and I'm not going to college.

Hello~ I just wanted to post to let everyone know that I have decided to start looking for a college. I just want to look, not really go there. I mean, I have to be careful about my future, so I have to pre-plan carefully. ^_^ So, I put a link on my fav. links, so that I can reach it easier and not forget about it. XD (Yeah, I usually forget things like this) Plus, if anyone else is in the same situation as me, you can easily find a college. :D

Et Cetera~

2010-03-15T23:34:00.000-04:00

Hello~~ I can't help it, I still read manga and I REALLY really want to watch dramas~ (since there are these dramas coming up with 2 of my fav. people from my fav. Kpop groups~~ ) So, I will amend what I said before. I will continue to read manga and watch dramas, but I will do it slowly, as in take my time and not watch too many in one day.

Quick random updates: I had cupcakes in Latin class and it was great~ :D I got shy, because I can't seem to eat in front of others, so I left the classroom and ate the cupcake outside, but then I went back inside and talked with my friends. ^_^

Also, I completely suck at playing the violin, but I still hope to become a professional violinist.

I might start to watch anime again, if I'm that bored. The thing is, I love to watch/read/hear stories. I love stories in general. If I don't read/hear/watch a story or story sequence in one day, I can't sleep. XD Which is weird, but then again, I already know I'm weird. Supposedly weird people are the smart ones, but I don't really believe that, because I don't really feel that smart.

I finally made folders in my mp3. There is a folder for my music, and then there is a folder for anime music only. Truth be told, I still love all the anime songs. XD I mean, they remind me of the past and all the songs hold great meaning and are encouraging. The funny thing is that I can decipher the meaning of the lyrics just by listening to the words and remembering what they mean. ^_^ Kind of cool~ I'm trying to do that with Korean music, but I'll need to watch more Korean dramas to understand.

When I write on my blog, I seem to write down all my troubles and ideas and I feel so good after that. It's like cleaning my mind and suddenly I feel refreshed. :D
Not that anyone read this, which is exactly why this sounds like more of a diary than a blog.

Well, here is a blog issue: Latin is great, but people in my school don't know this and most of them choose to take Spanish and fail it. O__O The kids at my school are IDIOTS. Why take a class in which you will fail and learn ABSOLUTELY NOTHING, than to take a class in which you learn LOTS of derivatives and meanings of English words and get an EASY A? Why? Because they want to have 'Spanish' as a language on their resume and college application. -__- Idiots, I tell you. Oh well, in the end we'll see who goes into the better college. ^_^

Ch-ch-change~

2010-02-19T20:51:00.001-05:00

XD Lol. Ch-ch-change. It's a K-pop song by Hyuna, from 4Minute. ^_^ (one of my favorite songs)

So, I'm going to change! :D I will quit Manga, since I really don't read that much anymore and I don't think I'll ever read any more manga. Also, I will quit all dramas. @__@ I know it songs impossible, but it's true. I feel like changing. I mean, I won't delete my drama list, but I will take away the drama link. I guess I got tired of dramas, or should I say, I just couldn't continue it. I mean, I still like dramas, personally, but I just don't feel like watching any more. There are other small changes in me, like the way I don't play games anymore, or the highly addictive games on Facebook. Oh gosh, I sound like a boring person, but I think there are more important things than games, mangas, and dramas. (or that I'm crazy XD jk) I don't know, but I'm becoming more mature and I think that I should get rid of my manga reading habit. >__< I've gotten rid of my anime habit, long time ago. And now comes time for the manga. O__O

Ah, before anyone thinks I'm turning into a normal boring person, fear not. I will still listen to Kpop, Jpop, Jrock, and Tpop (or Mpop, since it's Mandarin, not Taiwanese). And I'll still post on my blog about random things. XD And I'll still update my Facebook. I'm just giving up on manga and dramas, that's it.

P.S. Ch-ch-change. XD (I just had to do that)

Mirotic~

2010-02-09T13:29:00.000-05:00

I just found the coolest song~~ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MV0HCXvdnGc
It's Mirotic by DBSK, another famous Korean boy group. I absolutely LOVE this song, and the video~ ^_^ It's the only song from them that I like. XD But it's cool~~ I highly recommend this song~ (it's with subs, so yeah)

The lyrics got me. ^_^
http://hanleidbsk.wordpress.com/2008/09/20/dbsk-mirotic-lyrics-full-hangulromanizedenglish/ - the site I got it from, the lyrics.

MIROTIC

From the start, you were sweet and simply attracted to me
You’d stay always like that, you said when you first walked up to me
All the possibilities opened up Oh~

What is love? What! right now it is Red Ocean
I’m breaking my rules again. You know it’s getting boring?
You do get hurt a little bit, it’s all right Oh~

* You want me, you’ve fallen for me, you’re crazy for me
You can’t break out, I got you~ Under my skin
You want me, you’ve fallen for me, you’re crazy for me
You are my slave, I got you~ Under my skin

It nests in your head, the sharp stare
It’s not me, my unmoving Chrome heart
This is your choice Oh~

Flowing through your veins running through you are millions of my Crystal
Finally, the end of the transformation (t/n: the end of my transformation)
This must be love? Oh~

* You want me, you’ve fallen for me, you’re crazy for me
You can’t break out, I got you~ Under my skin
You want me, you’ve fallen for me, you’re crazy for me
You are my slave, I got you~ Under my skin

With a single kiss~ the day revitalizing~ a powerful pull
The second kiss, it sent a blow to your heart and it feels hot
Yeah~ I have you! You know you got it!
Yeah~ Come on! Come on! I got you- Under my skin

In your dreams i order you under my magic spell
You want to do it again, I got you~Under my skin

My devils ride, you now don’t have a place to breathe
Let’s have fun now that i have you~ Under my skin

* You want me, you’ve fallen for me, you’re crazy for me
You can’t break out, I got you~ Under my skin

You want me, you’ve fallen for me, you’re crazy for me
You are my slave, I got you~ Under my skin

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I love this song. XD

Weirdest dream ever!!!~

2010-02-09T13:05:00.000-05:00

I had such a weird dream!! Usually I don't remember my dreams, if I even have any, and these days I don't have any dreams. (seriously, I just sleep and wake up :( ) So, this dream was not only strange, but also random and unexpected.

Dream starts now: I was in school, English class. O__o (weird beginning) I wanted to go to the restroom (or more like skip class and use the restroom as an excuse) so I went. I just roamed the hallways, like a wanderer. I noticed that SNSD was cheering in our school GYM. O__O (a Korean girl group was cheering in my GYM. Now that's really random) It gets weirder. I walk to a point where a teacher spots me. I turn around and accidentally bump into a man coming out of a room. "Sorry," I said as I looked up at who he was. It was TOP from Big Bang, a Korean boy group. "It's okay," he said in English. I was like: ^_^ No worries~~ (even though I don't really like him that much, I was happy) I then said, "Can I get your autograph?". He nodded and got a pen and paper from the room. At first he signed on a random paper, but I told him to use the clean sheet of computer paper. He took some out of the printer and then made a drawing for me of an airplane and his signature. (why did he draw a picture with the signature is a mystery, but then again, the whole thing that he was in MY school was a whole other mystery XD) I took his signature and drawing and peacefully went back to class. Then, when I came back to class, I found my niece crawling around my classroom, playing with my teacher's kid, whose also the same age. I was like: Why is my niece here??! Then I woke up, thankfully. I was like: O__O What just happened?

And so, that was my weirdest dream EVER. I've never dreamed of Korean stars, ever. I've never even had a dream of normal stars. I don't really idolize stars, really. In a normal day, I rarely dream about stars or care about them. (I do like Suju, SHINee, and other boy bands, but I never think about them too much) So I was surprised when TOP came into my dream. XD

P.S. The pic in the corner is TOP.

Facebook~

2010-01-31T02:50:00.000-05:00

Hello~ Today I wanted to talk about Facebook. I think it's funny how people add EVERY single person they know or have ever met. I mean, they never talk to that person ever again, they're just on their friends list. I don't really care, but I think it's funny. Why add people you never ever talk to? XD The people I add are people I always talk to. At one point I added random people for this game, but then I got over it and deleted them. >.< Now I've quit all the games on Facebook.

The thing about Facebook is that I was only addicted for a while, then I got used it. I mean, I just go there to chat with my school friends, because I don't like to call my friends, which is another long story. Also, Facebook has an application to use these round icons, called Flair, like buttons~ They're so cool and fun~ ^_^

This is my second post about Facebook, now that I think about it. XD

Who are you, Suju?~

2010-01-19T01:52:00.000-05:00

Hello~ I just finished the drama "Who are you?", according to the vote list, which is still on my blog, just in case I forget about it. It was a funny/sad/and suspenseful drama~ Warning: A little violence. I mean, I was so shocked when the person died, all that blood and gore in a ROMANTIC drama. I was like: WTF??! Yeah, I was surprised. Anyways, the next drama I'm going to watch it "Bad Couple"~ (and I won't watch Lovers in Paris because I don't want to ^_^)

Ah, the Korean group called "Super Junior" is my current fav. group~ (aka current obsession XD) Things you should know about them:
-They rule.
-They have 13 HOT bishies <3 <3 <3
-All of them are talented and sing well.
-Most of them are SUPER bishies. <3
-100000000000times better than the Jonas Brothers. No, wait, Jonas brothers don't even COMPARE to any Kpop. Even the girl groups beat Jonas Brothers. In fact, Jonas Brothers don't even compare to a DUCK. (burn)(rant over)
-They are AWESOME.
-And no, I'm not obsessed, but they all are hot.
(And yes, the pic is of Super Junior. aka, Suju. I know all 13 members by name and face)

(if you don't know what bishies are, then just google it ^_^ You'll see something nice)

Take care of the young lady~

2010-01-11T00:51:00.000-05:00

The new Korean drama "Take care of the young lady" with Yoon Eun Hye was absolutely great. :D Now it's one of my top favs~ ^_^ It was really funny and romantic too~ (note: Yoon Eun Hye was the main character in Goong and Coffee prince XD) She's a great actress and the other actors in the drama was great as well.

I feel like I'm endorsing the drama or something. XD lol

From now, I'll go with the vote list. :) Sorry about suddenly watching something else, but this was new and I just finished Goong, so I couldn't resist.

Something really annoying happened: One day there were all the videos for this drama. I was rest assured. The next day, all those videos were removed. O__O I hate it when people get banded and all their videos are removed or they remove them themselves. >__< I mean, luckily I had other sites to help me. Unlike some people who only rely on one site, I have 10 sites for drama videos~ XD One site might the part that the other doesn't. ^_^ It works like that.

Seriously, this isn't even Hikari's world anymore. Kpop and dramas have invaded and now it's "K-world" XD (bad joke) No, really. I should change the title. -__- Hikari's Kpop world. O__o Hikari's drama-craze? I think I've already made this clear, my name isn't even Hikari, so I'll just put: My drama-craze. Horrible, I know. How about: My drama world. o__o I quit. Hikari's world will stay the same. I guess I should just take more drama out of it.

Goong~

2010-01-03T15:36:00.000-05:00

I just finshed Goong today and I must say: I LOVED IT! :D Thanks for voting, even though only 3 people voted, it made me really glad that at least someone reads my boring blog~ ^_^ I really loved Goong and it was really funny~ I really miss the actors now, those bishies, but I'm sure I'll see them again in other drams~ ^_-;;

Other than Goong, Happy New Year! ^_^ (You're never too late to say this, as long as it's still the first week of January) So, I made a new year's resolution, which is, to become a hard-working student who can keep her grades higher than a 90%, which is hard to do. I believe that if I study more this year, I'll be very successful. :)

I think I'll take a break from the dramas, but I'll still watch the other ones later~ I just want to focus more on my studies for now. (since I tend to get really addicted to dramas and do all-nighters. (like today XD Shh, don't tell anyone!!)

Lying is a bad habit~ But, sarcastically lying is funny sometimes. ^_^ (random)

17 to 15!!~

2009-12-30T01:34:00.000-05:00

Aw, my followers dropped from 17 to 15~ >_< Oh well, 2 less stalkers~ I say this, but I feel a little sad. I guess I spent too much time on Facebook~ lol. That's it, I guess, nothing more to post. Another short post.

P.S. Thanks for following me if you do~ :D I really appreciate the comments on the posts/Cbox and it makes me happy~ ^_^ Thanks everyone~ :)

Curly hair~

2009-12-29T20:56:00.001-05:00

Hello~ Today I curled my hair~ (not the first time, lol, but this time I did something different) I dressed up in my black jersey and I curled my hair in a cute Japanese high school girl style, resulting in me looking like a Japanese girl who just came out of P.E., because they always wear their jerseys during that time. (in most cases) So, I looked really cool, and I wanted to tell everyone~ XD (me being selfish here)
But I learned how to curl my hair with my hair STRAIGHTENER!~ XD (hint: there's a link on the word 'Straightener', in case you didn't notice XP)
I'm slow at girly things like curling hair or make-up, but with videos like these it's really easy to do it. ^_^
Oh, and I said that for a minute I looked like a Japanese girl, let me tell you, I am not Japanese/Korean/Chinese/Vietnamese/Cambodian/Philippine and I don't have those kinds of eyes. I don't mind, really. I love my eyes like they are. I'm just saying this in case people think I'm that kind of Asian. (suddenly realizes she's about to rant about specific Asians) Um, well, long story short, I curled my hair. :D Oh, and I subscribed to the person who made the video~ ^_^

I hope everyone likes this post~ It's been a while since I've posted something non-related to Kpop.

AllKpop~

2009-12-28T17:03:00.000-05:00

Hello~ If you're into Kpop or you love news of Kpop, this is the best website ever! :D
http://allkpop.com/ (Kpop= Korean Pop music)

This year, I've become a huge fan of Kpop~ In just this one year, or should I say it started from this summer, I have listened to various Kpop songs~ And today I'm going to say which songs are my fav. and which ones are the most catchy~

My top 5 fav. songs are:
- "Ring Ding Dong" by SHINee (pronounced as 'Shiny')~
- "Genie" by SNSD (Girl's Generation)~
- "Sorry Sorry" by SuJu (Super Junior)~
- "What should I do" by Jang Geun Suk~
- "Gee" by SNSD~

The most CATCHY songs of Kpop are:
- "Ring Ding Dong" by SHINee~
- "Genie" by SNSD (Girl's Generation)~
- "Sorry Sorry" by SuJu (Super Junior)~
- "Lollipop" by Big Bang and 2NE1 (pronounced as either '21' or 'to anyone')~
- "Gee" by SNSD~

The most touching song was "What should I do" by Jang Geun Suk~ :D Really sad~
I was going to do this with Jpop/Jrock, but then again, I'm more into Kpop than any other songs~ XD I still sing Japanese songs randomly~ XD lol, that habit will never change. I still like those old Japanese anime theme songs. Like the theme song for Sakura Card Captor~ <3 And for OHSHC~ And others~ :) However, I mainly only listen to Kpop these days. It's so cool how you can listen to Kpop and when you watch a Japanese drama, it feels like you're at home. I'm so used to Japanese now, I can understand half of what they say without the subs~ :D

Anyways, I hope everyone likes this post. It's mostly about Kpop~ ^_^ Bye~

P.S. Yes, that's a pic of SHINee~ XD (2 members out of 5)

Sapuri~

2009-12-28T01:35:00.000-05:00

Hello~ I've finished a Japanese drama called "Sapuri" with Kame in it~ :D (Kame from Nobuta wo Produce and other dramas~)It was good, on the adult/business side. They work a lot and it's very serious. However, because of Kame in it, it was funny. It only 2 small kiss scenes. And yes, it was romantic. Overall, it was worth watching. ^_^

Now I'm going to watch Goong, the original one~ :) After that, I'm going to watch "Who are you?". After that, I'll watch "Bad Couple". :D And then in the end I'll watch the remaining two. XD I guess that's my drama life.

This is random, but have I ever mentioned the fact that I don't like bananas? Well, I don't. Why? I don't like their taste or their color. And I don't like fruit flies that are born on bananas when they ripe.

I had this great dream: I was in a store, a really high tech store, with shiny onyx tiles and marble walls. I don't know why, but the store was in the sky, and it was night. The store was full of cosmetics and I was shopping.
Then suddenly my dream turned into a nightmare: All the students from my grade were having this huge party and, of course, I was supposed to be there. However, for some reason I didn't want to go there. So, I ran away.
The rest of my dream gets blurry, so that's it.
I guess that was super random and it had no meaning in writing it, but I feel better writing it down (in this case, typing). Lol, I have this one friend who writes down her dreams in a journal. I kind of want to do that, but I'm too lazy. I mean, come on, early in the morning, I'll have to write? Even if I have to do it later, it's too much hassle for such a small thing. I guess I'm not into those things. XD

P.S. The icon in the corner is from Goong. Even though I haven't watched it yet, I wanted to put a pic of it~ :D

Merry Christmas~!!!!!

2009-12-25T05:35:00.000-05:00

Merry Christmas~~ ^_^

I hope everyone has a merry Christmas with their loved ones and enjoy the winter holidays~ :D

That was short, but well said. XD

P.S. I'm not going to watch the dramas yet. I think I'll watch another J-drama before I start the K-dramas~ I feel hesitant about watching a K-drama~ >_< I guess after the J-drama, I'll be ready~ (Since I'm used to J-dramas~ ^_^) Oh, and I don't really celebrate Christmas, but I do love the holidays~ :D (hope that doesn't make a difference, because there are some people that appreciate the holidays more than some other people who are Christians~ Just saying. This isn't a rant, just randomly saying~ Who wants to rant on Christmas and spoil everything? Exactly, no one~ XD)

Since that was so long, let me repeat what this post was about: Merry Christmas~

Giveaway!~

2009-12-24T00:59:00.000-05:00

For the record, it's not my giveaway~ XD Hello~ Today I went to visit my fav blogs and one of them is having a giveaway and one of the requirements is to post it on my blog, so here it is~

http://kuromi-shan.blogspot.com/2009/09/shan-shans-first-giveaway.html

Shan is having a giveaway and it's really cool~ ^_^ First you have to become a follower (publicly) and then post her giveaway on either Twitter/blogger/youtube~ Then, you have to comment/post on her blog the URL for where you re-posted it~ Lastly you have to give her your email so she can contact you. I mean, if you won something, there needs to be a way for her to get in contact with you, or else you won't get your item~ So everything sounds good! :D And the things on the giveaway are so cute~ :)

I hope others will like her blog also~ Since, its one of my fav~! I guess this way everyone can participate in this giveaway and it will be more fun~ Ja-ne~ (means later in Japanese)

Kurosagi!!~

2009-12-23T23:51:00.000-05:00

Hello~ I love Kurosagi, the drama and the movie!:D Yamapi is AMAZING! <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
I am so impressed by Yamapi's acting skills and his cool looks~ <3 (in case you don't know how he is, he's Kurosaki in Kurosagi, he is also in Nobota wo Produce, Code Blue, Buzzer Beat, Long Love Letter, Lunch Queen, Proposal Daisakusen, Dragon Zakura, and Stand up~) He is THAT amazing~ <3 In case you still don't understand who he is, Google Yamashita Tomohisa, his full name~ :D I love all his dramas and he is so cool~ ^_^ Yesh, I sound like a fangirl, partially because I am a fangirl~ XD

Oh, guess what? Now that I'm done with the drama (Kurosagi and the movie of it), I will watch the Korean dramas~ ^__^ Clearly, Goong won the votes~ I'll watch the other dramas in random order~ (oh, there was a number two too XD) So, after number two, I'll watch them randomly~ XD I guess I have all my winter break planned~ lol

Yamapi is AWESOME~~ <3 <3 <3 <3

P.S. The pic in the corner is in fact Yamapi!! (yesh, he's old now, he turned 24 this year~ :D I don't like him that way, but I do admire him :) and his AWESOME acting!! He also sings in a band named N.E.W.S., which stands for North East West South~ :D Oh, and he's Japanese. I was watching a Japanese drama this time~ XD )

Drama contest!

2009-12-18T20:42:00.000-05:00

Hello~ I want to watch a new KOREAN drama~ (In case you didn't notice, it says K-O-R-E-A-N, not Japanese or Taiwanese drama ^_^) So, please help me choose between these top 5!~ :D I have linked everything and it's very easy to vote~ I'll put those voting things on the sides and whichever drama has the post vote, I'll watch first!~ Then, I'll work my way down, ending up watching all the dramas~ :) (yes, I just thought of this randomly, so it might not work out right >.<)

The top 5 are (not in any baised order):
1.) Who are you?
2.) Goong
3.) Lovers in Paris
4.) Bad Couple
5.) The Lawyers of the Great Rebublic Korea

Now, if you also want to watch the dramas, or at least some part of the first ep to vote, then here are the links to watch the drama~

1.) Who are you?
2.) Goong
3.) Lovers in Paris
4.) Bad Couple
5.) The Lawyers of the Great Republic Korea

I hope this works out well and everyone also has fun~ :D And if you don't like Korean dramas, maybe I'll do Japanese dramas next~ (I haven't watched a J-drama since a long time XD) If anyone has questions/concerns/comments, there is a Cbox and a comment area~ ^_^ Bye-bye~

FINALLY!!~

2009-12-18T20:16:00.000-05:00

I have finally finished "Queen's" a Taiwanese drama that was really funny throughout, but for some reason I couldn't get into it. I mean, the actors/actresses were great, it was romantic, and it was funny, but I just couldn't hold onto it. :( Oh well, it was a better watch than some other dramas I've watched before~ XD lol I think this is a great drama, but then again,"You're Beautiful" is still my favorite~ Not only is it filled with great songs, cute actors, it has a wonderful story! :D

I was SUPER sick during my finals, so I missed 2 days! O__O Luckily, I made everything up and everything is okay, but that really gave me a scare at first, missing my finals! >_<

I'm going to start on another drama, but I don't know what.
Oh, yeah, one more REALLY important thing: WINTER BREAK! FINALLY! Now I can watch dramas without worrying about the time! Also, I can sleep as late as I want to, it doesn't really matter though, since I still go to bed at 12am on a school night, but now I don't have to worry about waking up. ^_^ Yay~ Plus, Christmas is coming!~~~ Surprisingly, I love X-mas. It's a little early to say "Merry X-mas", so I won't say it now. I mean, come on, it's okay to say it to teachers, since I won't see them over X-mas (thank goodness), but online I can always update and say it~ ^_^

P.S. if anyone is willing, please sugguest some great Asian dramas for me~ <3 Please and thank you~!! ^_^

Genie~

2009-12-08T22:39:00.001-05:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kiisFeoE7vU
(Korean girls group, but this video has subs~ :D )
This song is called "Tell me your wish", aka "Genie" by SNSD (Girl's Generation) and I absolutely LOVE it. Well, I've listened to it and don't exactly love the lyrics or the music video, but the beat of the song and the rhythm is very catchy and cool~ ^__^ (Oh, gosh, I don't appreciate the lyrics or the MV, but the catchiness of the beat. That's an Orchestra person for you) I listen to this song at least 10 times a day,and it brings my mood up~

Away from my new song obsession, I've finished a Korean drama called "You're Beautiful" and it's the FUNNIEST Korean drama EVER. To be honest, this drama made me laugh more than Hana Kimi and Nobuta wo Produce added together, that's how good it was! :D!! Here's a summary:A story about the behind-the-scenes life of an idol group. Tae Kyung and On Yu are in search of a new member for their idol group. However at the last minute, the member suffers an injury and his twin sister, Mi Nyu, steps in to disguise as him. This isn't my summary, this is from this website~ My summary is that Mi Nyu is a nun in training (called "Gemma", in Korean, that means what I just said), and she has to be in place of her twin brother because he is injured and is out of Korea. She has to become an idol in a boy idol group and after that it's filled with many laughs, some sad parts, but overall a great romantic comedy! :D

Facebook is my other obsession, but thanks to Facebook I can be social without having to call my friends. I was never good at remembering phone numbers, I was too lazy to memorize them, and lastly and mainly, I find it awkward to talk to friends on the phone, I'm one of those people who speak face to face~ XD

Classes are going well, but finals are coming up! >__< I'm sure I'll do well on the Math final, but the others I'm worried about. Like Geography and Latin, the two big ones. I mean, the class itself is fun, but the finals are going to be hard. I'm getting better at translating Latin, but it gets confusing because we have to add weird endings and each ending means something else. @__@ Super confusing.

Random, but true, I just LOVE mangoes! I mean, I was just thinking what would be my top favorite 5 fruits and my top LEAST favorite fruits~
Fav top 5: Mangoes, Watermelon, Strawberries, Raspberries, and Oranges~
Least top 5: Bananas, Grapefruit, Pear, Cantaloupe,and Blackberries~
The other fruits, I'm just neutral with and eat them normally~ XD I do love Guava juice, but I'm not fond of the fruit itself. And same with Apple juice, love that stuff, but eating an apple is nearly impossible for me.

Since we're on this topic, I love carrots. :) Okay, that was completely irrelevant and not on the topic. XD Anyways, I hope everyone liked this long post, since I haven't posted in a long time~ ^_^ I hope to post again~ Bye~

Tagged!!~

2009-11-18T16:46:00.000-05:00

1. Who is your all-time inspiration?
My dad. ^__^

2. Have you given your first kiss away? No.

3. If you were to be stranded on a deserted island, what 3things would you take with you?
My tooth brush (yesh, I love my teeth), MP3, and MY bible~

4. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
Pakistan~

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
Become a best-selling author and have many people LOVE my books~ (not obsess over them and humiliate it like Twilight)

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Yes, I've seen them several times before~ (lol, I copied this from Mary-Clair but this answer was so right that I didn't backspace it~ XD )

7. What are you afraid to lose the most now?
My mom. <3

8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
Donate 3/4 to charity and good causes, the rest I would give to family and friends. :D

9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
Maybe, it depends, really~ XD

10.List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
Nice person, great taste in music (lol, yeah, I just copied again XD), and is the best person to talk with about Korean dramas. ^__^ (MC, that is)

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half? -
What? My other half? O__O OH! Like my future husband or something? \\\\\ Um, well, I would like him to be smart, intelligent, cute, and nice. I don't want him to be mean or rude. He shouldn't lie, cheat, or anything bad. ^__^

12. Which type of person do you hate the most?
Two-faced people, fake people, mean people, BAD people (as in molesters, rapers, robbers, murderers, etc), arrogant people, rude people and anyone who doesn't accept that the world has many other people/cultures/ideas than their little brain is used to. -__-

13. What is your ambition?
To become a best-selling author~

14. If you have faults, would you rather have the people around you point out to you or would you rather have them keep quiet?
I would like them to tell me in the nicest way possible and not hurt my feelings. However, I hope they tell me in private and not in front of everyone. O__O

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
My family and friends. (also my religion ^__^)

16. Are you a shopaholic or not?
I wish, but I'm not really.

17. Find a word to describe the person who tagged you.
Awesome!

18. If you have a chance. Which part of your character you would like to change?
Nothing. I like me the way I am, no matter what anyone says, I won't change myself in any way. :)

19. Whats the last shocking thing you’ve seen or heard?
That my nephew learned a curse word and I hope he doesn't figure out what it means. >__< (he's 5, just imagine. O__O And no, we NEVER use those words)

20. What song is stuck in you head currently?
"Replay" by Shinee

People whom I shall tag!
-Watching
-Hoshi
-Luna
-Cheezecake
-Dina

^__^ this was fun. I hope everyone else thinks that too!

Happy Birthday!~

2009-11-17T20:58:00.000-05:00

Hello there~ It was my birthday yesterday! I am officially 16 now. O___O Wow, I felt like I was 26 and I find out I'm 16. The funniest thing is (and ironical) that I look younger than I am, but I feel much more mature. I think this happens to most girls at my age, but then again, no. XD

Things are going well these days. And I had the best field trip with my friend at school today. Also, my B-day was great too. ^__^

I guess that's it. Oh yeah, have I explained the reason why I refuse to call my 16th birthday "Sweet 16"? Because I love the number 17 and I believe in "Lucky 17" as my best birthday. ^__^ Cool, right? XD

Soulmate~

2009-11-14T20:32:00.000-05:00

Hello~ I just finished a Korean drama called "Soulmate"!! I thought it was a great and funny drama! My rating would be 4.5 stars!~ There were some kiss scenes, but there are more worse kiss scenes in my school hallways. O__o Honestly, there were these two people in school that were having.. Anyways, this drama was really great! The actors were about 29-30 years old, but they looked young and acted well. The sad thing is that it's kind of a cliffhanger, but you know they'll end up togeghter, the 2 main characters. However, I liked it. I can image how they meet and get married and everything will be fine. They said there will be a 2nd season, but then the producer or someone like that quit and the 2nd season was canceled. >__< Oh well, it was a good drama and I'm happy for the good ending. ^__^ Hopefully everyone likes this drama too!

Before I end this post, here are some updates on me: I'm typing this post at 12 am, so you can imagine I'm tired and bored. My B-day is really close, but I hope no one wishes me a happy birthday because I know that my birthdays won't be as happy as they have always been.

Ah, one more thing: Do you believe in soulmates and fate? I kind of do, but then again, I don't. I do believe in karma, but not fate as much. Soulmate is a great drama and all, but I don't really think there is only one person for each person. In my view there are many people for each person. We get to choose (most of us) which one is best for us. There is no "just one soulmate". I think that there are many people who can be suited for another. ^__^ Bye~

Witch Yoo hee~

2009-11-10T04:37:00.000-05:00

I just finished the funniest Korean drama I've ever seen. (yesh, it's also my ONLY Korean drama that I've watched) It was really good and the actors were all cute~ ^__^ I really liked it and I hope others will get the chance to watch it too. It's on YouTube, just search for it. The one on Mysoju isn't that well, but your choice~

I guess that's it~ ^__^ Have a nice day~

Facebook addict, witches, and randomness! Oh my!

2009-11-01T13:59:00.000-05:00

As a Facebook Addict, I haven't blogged at all these days. I must apologize to myself and others for this addiction, however, I'll still be at Facebook at most times.

Lol, that's all I'm going to say about facebook.

So! Hello~ Today I thought about witches, since it was Halloween yesterday. I was thinking about the Wicked Witch from The Wizard of Oz. Have you noticed that if the Wicked Witch won in the movie, then the movie would be a sucky movie and no one would have watched it? Well, I have. No one wants to watch a movie where the dark side wins. However, in reality, the dark side wins most of the time. The evil witch sometime wins in real life.

Other than that: Boo! Happy Halloween! (even though it was yesterday)

:D I'll try to post more often~

Random updates about me: My report card was pleasing, school is going well, the weather is going cold, I finished the Taiwanese drama "Easy Fortune Happy Life", I also started on a new KOREAN (my first Korean drama!!) drama called "Witch Yoo Hee", my bestest friend from Taiwan emailed me and things are going great. :) I hate to admit, but my one evil friend is liked by everyone, but I don't care. XD Like that 2NE1 song "I don't care"~

My drama ratings~!

2009-10-17T21:01:00.000-04:00

* Zettai Kareshi (J)--- Exactly like the manga.
* Romantic Princess (T)--- BEST romance and comedy drama EVER!!! :D 5 stars!
* Ushi ni negai wo (J)--- Good drama, but it's about cows and a farm. Not much romance, but there is love and relationships.
* Sore wa, Totsuzen Arashi no you ni (J)--- No kisses (I think) and only hugs. This is probably the most boring drama about a middle aged woman falling in love with a teenage guy. -___- It does have Yamapi in it, but not worth watching.
* Brother Beat (J)--- Great drama! Brotherly relationship, romance, and comedy that will rock your socks! But, the content may be like PG13, maybe.
* Papa to Musume no Nanokakan (J)--- SUPER funny and great daughter/father relationship. This is clean and a good watch.
* One Pound Gospel (J)--- Kame is REALLY funny in it and the romance is really clean. But, since he is a boxer, there might be some slight violence, but I think it's watchable for anyone over 10, really. Video games have way worse violence.
* Mendol Ikemen Idol (J)--- Ew, no. I thought it was an okay drama, but very weird. Don't watch it, I'm telling you. DO NOT WATCH IT, unless you like lesbian people and girls cross-dressing as boys to become famous.
* Nobuta wo Produce (J)--- BEST comedy drama. No romance in this. It's basically about 3 great friends having some troubles with bulling. Kame and Yamapi are the main stars in this! :D 2 thumbs up! Great comedy duo!
* Stand up! (J)--- Worst drama. Yamapi is in this, but this drama is very perverted. This ecchi drama is PG14. (and yes, I just made that 14 because 13 year olds shouldn't watch it. Trust me here, don't watch it if you're under 14 years of age.
* Hana Yori Dango (J)--- Exactly like the manga, I don't need to explain.
* Majo no Jouken (J)--- Not worth watching. A teacherXstudent story. Boring.
* Love Shuffle (J)--- I liked this drama only because the person was really good-looking, but I advise people not to watch it. It's like for people older than 18. Seriously. I don't know why I watched it. x___x The content is mature. Plus, a gay psychiatrist. O__O Don't watch it.
* Proposal Daisakusen (J)--- BEST JAPANESE ROMANCE, COMEDY, AND SAD DRAMA EVER. This is a must watch drama. Yamapi is really funny in this and it's a great drama. I love this drama. I'm thinking about re-watching it! :D
* Daisuki (J)--- Hmm, this is a good drama. No romance, but a great drama about a disabled girl who raises her daughter with the help of her brother, mom, and sister-in-law.
* Kimi wa Petto (J)--- Ew. Don't watch this either. Not worth it and mature. A business women has a pet who is a teenage male. x___x
* Himistu no Hanazono (J)--- Funny at times, no romance, and seriously not worth your time. Boring.
* First Kiss (J)--- Not too funny, but it has romance is it. The girl has a heart disease and she falls for her doctor.
* Mei-chan no shitju (J)--- Great comedy and romance drama. The girl has a butler at a school where everyone has a personal butler. She gets bullied at first, but it gets better later. I think anyone can watch this. ^__^
* Hana Kimi (J)--- Great COMEDY and romance drama! SUPER funny and it's like the manga! :D

I hope everyone likes my ratings! Also, please don't watch the dramas I told you not to watch. Trust me, they're not worth it. -___- Unless you like those kinds of dramas. I only watched them on accident and couldn't just stop watch them without knowing the end. O___O Curiosity kills the cat. XD So, enjoy and watch the good dramas!

The big collapse!!!!~

2009-10-07T20:42:00.001-04:00

Yesh, it's true. It really is true. I fell down the stairs and I think I sprained my ankle. -___- I'm usually not that clumsy, really. I mean, I did make a post about my clumsiness, but gosh, I have my limits. I've never really fallen down the stairs since I was little, but that was only because half the time someone else pushed me off the stairs. x___x Long story.

Anyways, I'm fine now, so don't worry! :D The weekend is here and I have no homework! ^__^ I feel so relieved! But, I do have to practice my violin, which isn't really that hard.

I haven't posted that much these days, but oh well.

I haven't seen dramas in such a long time, but I don't feel like watching them anymore. >__<

I feel lucky that I can go to London anytime, but I still need to inform the school if I do. I don't feel like going to London alone to see my cousin, so I'm not going.

I'm just posting recent updates that have happened to me. (like my Facebook addiction, which is very apparent. )

Latin~

2009-10-05T19:47:00.000-04:00

Hello~ Latin is so fun. Surprisingly I'm having the best time in that class! I get to learn Latin roots and now most words make better sense than they did before. For example, Service actually comes from the Latin word "Servi" meaning to guard, serve, and the word slave. So, when you think of Service, think of the servants that serve that service. ^__^ A small lesson in Latin~ :D

Homework kills~

2009-09-29T16:48:00.000-04:00

OMONA! (Korean saying that my friend uses a lot, I'm having a habit of using it too~ XD ) I HAVE SO MUCH HOMEWORK!! x___x

Okay, let me get this straight, last year I was very free from homework. I RARELY had any homework. I mean, I did it all in school and always passes the tests and I had nothing to worry about, my life was set. However, my school just changed drastically from a block scheduling to seven periods a day. 7 CLASSES IN ONE DAY!!!! O__O I know it's normal nowadays and I shouldn't complain. I mean, my mom and dad went to schools with 7 periods too and they gave SUMMER HOMEWORK!~ So, I can't really complain, and if I do, I know it's useless. Still~~~~ It's hard! (gosh I'm suck a loser, complaining online to everyone~ Plus, why complain when I just said it's useless? Exactly, I'm a loser) So homework kills me. It really does. You haven't seen the stacks of TEXT books I carry! The folders and books! >___< Every day is like war for me. A war to survive the day.

Another thing, I have easy classes. I didn't say the homework was hard. I merely said it was too much. All my classes are fairly easy and I have straight As at the moment. However, this will not last. I, for one, am very lazy (note: I have always been lazy) and so this homework is very hard for me, since I'm lazy and don't want to do it. Therefore, I might fail a class if I focus on one class more than another. >___< Anyways, homework kills-- the end!~ (of the post, duh)

P.S. I love the icon!!

New pic~

2009-09-28T18:01:00.000-04:00

Hello~ Today I felt like posting on my blog, since it's been a few days since I've posted. :D I put up a new picture for my blog. It's so simple to change the photo. I used to get confused how to do it, but after a while I've gotten better at it.

Life lesson: Lies.

Never lie. You shouldn't lie in the first place. Lying causes problems and mixed emotions. Even though everyone has seen "Liar liar", and even though everyone knows what happened to the boy who cried wolf, but everyone STILL lies.

No, it's not okay to lie if it benefits the other. You have a brain. Use it. Think of another way, a better way, so you don't even have to lie.

A white lie. For me to say that a white lie is really bad and I've never told one is so false and I shouldn't lie about it. Yesh, I've lied before. I'm sure everyone has. But, in general, it's a bad thing to lie and a very bad habit.

That's all~ ^__^

P.S. The pic in the corner was kind of funny~ XD

Better~

2009-09-24T21:50:00.000-04:00

Hello~ I feel SO much better now. I think I'm almost back to normal. :D So, guess what? I've started listening to K-pop and J-pop again, and I'm thinking of watching a new drama with the Super Junior cast members~ ^__^ I guess I'm back on track again!

So, since I'm back now, officially, let me say this: I might not blog that much. I think I posted this last time, but seriously, I'm just too busy with school and Facebook to blog about anything. Plus, I seem to forget about my blog completely, sometimes. I'll blog as much as I can, though, since I love to blog. It's a habit of mine to blog my thoughts~

One thought: School is SO boring, but SO worth it. I mean, I'll end up as an author/journalist and it'll be all thanks to my Honors Academic Diploma. I'm always grateful for school, honest. However, I just sometimes think negatively and start hating school. Still, it's fun. Every day is fun. O___O (true!) I mean, not every minute is fun, but there are happy bits here and there. ^__^ The worst thing about my school is the stairs! Seriously, I climb at least 20 times, up and down, total. >___< I'll say this, I have leg muscles. XD I remember being a freshmen and thinking: will I ever get used to these stairs? No luck. D: The stairs are still hard to climb, no matter how old I get or how strong. Stupid stairs. Also, the first time I climbed those stairs, after one whole day, that night when I went to sleep my legs burned so bad, just by all that exercise. I wasn't lazy before, but my middle school had no stairs whatsoever. So being in high school, with all those evil stairways, I felt like I would faint any minute.

Bye~

Tired~

2009-09-19T15:08:00.000-04:00

I feel so tired right now, even though I've done nothing today. Maybe it's the fact that I went on the trampoline today. Anyways, I'm not writing any good posts anymore~ >___< I think I'm out of ideas. x__x Maybe my brain was drained out~! O___O

Today's topic: Hypocrites.

I remember this day in my class 2 years ago that the teacher asked what kinds of stereotypes do you hate? Well, I said I dislike it when people speak a different language in front of me and I don't understand what they're saying. (I made no sense that day O__o ) Another person said this: I hate hypocrites. Ha ha, guess what's so funny about that? She was a hypocrite herself. Me and my friends found that very funny. I mean, how more worse can you get?

Change topic: Dramas, mangas, and animes! Oh my! Omana! (Korean saying)

I've quit all dramas, mangas, and animes. I don't feel like reading anything anymore, even the best of books. I don't feel like watching any dramas/animes either. I've lost interest in all these things. However, I'll still listen to Japanese songs and read books in school, only for book reports.

16 what?~

2009-09-17T16:29:00.001-04:00

OMG.

Hello~ I just noticed that I only have 16 followers!!! O___O I'm not trying to complain, but I used to have 17, but oh well. One less stalker. XD (joke, just so you know.)

I think I'm a nice person because I don't scream at people when they step on my feet on accident or I don't complain at all when a teacher assigns me too much homework. But that really doesn't mean I'm nice. Being nice is when you are generally happy and smile kindly to people, not in the stalkerish way, but a nice "Hello" kind of way.

Before I go on with this post, let me tell everyone one of my pet peeves. I absolutely DEEPLY DISLIKE it when people take words/poetry/old literature/Shakespeare the wrong/dirty/indecent/bad way. For example: thepenisinhermouth. If you thought it said something dirty, then you have a dirty mind. It says: The pen is in her mouth, you dirty minded person. Another more better example is: "How could you?" he ejaculated. If you laughed at that then you have a dirty impure mind. >__< Sorry for being blunt and mean. Now, lets try another one: "Ho! Let's fight" - (or something like this is in Romeo and Juliet, in the first 10 pages somewhere. It might now be exactly that, but my point it that immature people laughed when they saw the word "ho". Very mature.) Anyways, I hope you get my point here. ^__^ That's all I need, people to understand me~ :D

Now, I was saying something about being nice, but I don't even want to continue it. -___- I'm a little upset about the 16. So, anyways, I was playing my violin when I suddenly remembered that my teacher put me behind a few chairs [Note: In Orchestra there are seating tests and seats for people. I'm in the first violins. Not first chair, but people who play first violin] and I was exactly in the same seat in Orchestra as last year. That's an insult to me. It's like saying: You didn't improve or change at all. You suck at playing the violin. You have no right to be in Orchestra. (okay, maybe not the last two, those are just my imagination, but the first one is DEFINITELY true.) So, I challenged a person who sits next to my friend, because I wanted to be in that chair and talk to my friend. Also because I think I deserve that chair. Wait, I don't think that, I know it. (not to sound like I'm bragging, but seriously, I know I should sit there) So, the person declined me because the person SHE challenged declined HER. O___O How rude is that? I mean, honestly, if someone wanted to challenge me, I'd say YES! I mean, it's a perfect chance to test myself. But no. Others don't think like me. OTHERS want to keep their chairs because they love their chairs. I, on the other hand, just appreciate the fact that I'm still in the first violins. :) (See? I'm so nice.)

Wow, what a long post.

Hahahahahahahaha. No.~

2009-09-12T02:35:00.000-04:00

Hello~ So, to be truthful, I'm very depressed. However, I don't need any pity or any attention when I tell everyone why I'm so down. My dad/best friend has passed away. I felt like dying. Seriously. Now that's really crazy, wanting to die. I'm feeling better now, thank goodness, but I'm still sad. This event is something that I just can't forget easily. In fact, I doubt I'll ever forget this.

Life is so short and precious, that people just forget about it. Also, there are many people who don't cherish their parents enough and later have many regrets. However, I always loved my parents and always respected them that I don't have anything to grieve or worry about. I'm not saying everyone else is wrong or something, but I'm just saying that some people take everyone granted. Like me, before this event.

What I felt when I heard the doctor say that my father is no longer in this world, that he has died, what I truly felt is so horrible that I can't be satisfied by just saying I was hurt. I felt as if my heart was taken out and chopped into little pieces, then it was put into a blender, then it was chopped again (just for the fun of it, let's chop my heart again, huh.) and then it was shipped to Antarctica to freeze, and when it did freeze, it was then left in the ocean to just flow with the glaciers, still wounded and still. That's how I felt. (excuse me for my detail, but it's true.)

Everyone has a tendency to think they're special. It's like a human thing. I always thought, deep down, that I'm special. That something really great will happen to me and I will be so happy. However, that's wishful thinking. It's a sad thing that many people think this way.

Why me? Why not someone who really wants their fathers to die? Why someone who really appreciates her father and wanted him to see her marry? So unfair, but well-planned. My father was saved by Him from all the sufferings on Earth. I'm happy that my father is happy in heaven right now. Because in the end we'll all be in heaven (or hell, if it's where you deserve to be.) and this is called life.

Still, even knowing all this, I ask: Why??

It's okay. Life will go on. Time will not stop. Our life is short anyways.

Random post~~~

2009-09-05T13:49:00.000-04:00

Hello there~ This is a random post, just randomly~ I write like this sometimes when I'm just wasting time typing, but there's also a meaning in my writing this, but I can't be so certain to what it is~ ^^ I'm listening to a Wonder Girls' song: So Hot~ This is another Korean band, K-pop~ :D Recently it's another favorite song of mine~ Sooner or later, I'm starting to take anime songs off my mp3 because I never really listen to them, but just keep them there so that I remember where I started. Also, I only keep my old anime songs because there are some times I want to hear them, once in a while. (like once in a year) XD

So, since this is a random post, I'm going to mention my school stuff while I'm at it. Every class is great, and I enjoy school, but at the same time it's very hard to keep a happy-go-lucky expression when I'm not even that kind of person. I'm not faking anything, but I'm just trying not to fail under all the pressure. Enduring school is just another thing that I have to do besides studying for tests.

Random: Once I saw a YouTube video and this person mentioned that most Asians are so smart that they don't have to study. That's so stereotypical. Everyone has to study some time in their school-life. Even the smartest person in the class studies. Also, there are idiots in every color/ethic group. Seriously.

Random again: I'm reading another book, a Best-seller, named "The Mermaid Chair" and it's really great. However, I advise you, if your younger than 18, that you shouldn't read this novel. But, if you're 15 and older, then it's okay, because I'm probably sure that other teenage books have worse content than in this book. And when I mean by bad content, use common sense. And if you're oh sooooooo curious about it, comment and I'll explain especially for you~ :)

So, have a nice day and please comment! :D

P.S. I made a typo on the age, it was 115 before I changed it to what I meant: 15~ XD Thanks to someone I noticed it, or else it'd be really weird~ XDD You can read the book if you want to read about this 40 something old married woman falls in love with a monk. I don't think any teenager might like it, but since I'm reading it and I like it, then so will others. But then again, I'm not normal. XD

No Boundaries~

2009-09-04T21:36:00.000-04:00

Hello~ Today I just wanted to tell everyone one thing: I've changed a lot this past year. Of course everyone changes, but I've changed yet, but more potently than before~ Okay, here is some Manga history about me before I start the actual post:

I started to read Sakura Card Captor when I was in 6th grade. I was in love with anime instantly. Now that I remember it, I've been addicted ever since. There were times I tried to hide that fact and I've tried to stop reading mangas, but it's become of a part of who I am. Also, animes, yesh, I USED to watch those, not anymore. XD I loved Japanese music when I first heard the Kingdom Hearts theme song by Utada Hikaru~ She's my biggest/most admired Japanese singer. She was born in NY, but her parents are Japanese and she can sing very well!! Hikki rules~! (her nickname :P )So, after that, I've been interested in Japanese songs, eager for more great songs~ ^__^ And then, that's when Naruto released in America, and soon the anime started. (this is like in 5th - 6th grade) So, from there, more and more Japanese songs accumulated in my CDs (MP3 not yet available). This year, I found the magic of dramas!!! XDD Where, you ask? Well, this MSN friend of mine (I call my friends from this one forum my MSN friends because we chat on MSN a lot~ XD ) introduced me to Hana Kimi. If I'm correct, on my fav links, it says: Hana Kimi Drama site~ XD After that, I watched many dramas~ (listed there, also) But between the dramas and all, this one friend introduced me to Korean music. From there, I'm starting to listen to all types of music (K-pop, J-pop, T-pop (??? Taiwanese, but wouldn't that be Meridian or something? (???? what is Meridian?? Isn't that Prime Meridian?? ) ))) My point it-- I've started to like many other music groups besides just Japanese.

Now, the real post~ XDDDD Joking, joking. My point really was that I don't have much boundaries of what songs/languages I listen to~ Tomorrow I'm trying French songs, and from there, maybe even German songs~ ^__^ Ne, maybe even some American rap while I'm at it. :D (hint: last one was sarcastic. I don't like rap, in any language. Rap in Japanese, even if it's by Utada Hikaru, I wouldn't listen to it. I just don't like it~ >__< )

Ah, while I'm typing, I just wanted to say thanks to all the people that comment! Thanks! And everyone have a nice weekend! :) Drive safely~ (Super corny, wasn't it?) Gosh, I wanted to have a better ending, but that drive safely thing just ruined it. Darn. And now I'm starting to say words like darn. What's next? Flying penguins?

2NE1~!!!

2009-09-04T21:09:00.000-04:00

Hello~ For those who do not know about 2NE1, then please Google it on your on and in your own time. At the moment, I don't have any time to spare while looking for a good site with info. I will say this much: It's a Korean girls band (K-pop to be exact)~ ^__^ I like their one song with Big Bang (once again, Google on your own), Lollipop~

So, this post is about their name, 2NE1. I'm a very slow person and just today I understand what it meant. 2 N E 1 = To any one. Get it? XD I'm so stupid. Why didn't I notice it before? Because I was too busy listening to the song~ XD

Here is the song: T don't care~ (that was the title, if you didn't notice~ XDD )

So, I hope everyone likes the song, because I did~ ^_^

Teenage hormones~

2009-09-04T17:44:00.000-04:00

Hello~ Click here if you don't know what Hormone means~

So, today I wanted to talk about my teenage hormones~ x___x It's okay and it doesn't bother me. What does bother me is the fact that I'm very immature sometimes. I know that's not caused by my hormones, but other people think that's the reason they're immature. I guess some people were absent when they taught that at school that hormones don't affect your way of thinking/reacting that much. I just wanted to make some points straight, since my previous post did mention something about hormones~ ^^