Sigh.

Sigh.

School's really starting. But for some reason, I don't feel like it's going to start. I don't know why, it just feels impossible. O__o I guess I'll get used to the idea again when it starts. Sigh.

There's not much to rant about on my blog, so I'm thinking of deleting it, but then again, I like how I can always post things here or put my favorite dramas. ^^

Currently I'm thinking of writing a story, since I feel like I'm full of ideas and energy. ^_^ I'm obviously going to post less, thanks to school and my writing, but also because blogger isn't so cool anymore. >_> Or maybe that's just me. XD
It was nice blogging, though, I really enjoyed it. ^^

Books!!

OMG, I found the best place to get your favorite books for the cheapest price: http://www.half.ebay.com/

This is a part of ebay, but it helps you find books easily and in good condition too. ^_^ I got all my favorite books from here.

Like,I got the whole collection of my favorite author, Jane Austen, for $17!!! Her whole collection!! :O I mean, her books are EPIC!

This site is less expensive than Amazon, Borders (which is gone by now, if you've read the news), and any old book store~ ^__^ Highly recommended. ^^

And, there's another site: http://www.hpb.com/
This is actually the one that most people trust, but either one works for me, as long as I get my books. :)

School!!!!!~

School is starting!! My senior year is finally starting~~! I felt so happy this morning when I got my schedule. ^_^ (yesh, I'm a nerd, I love school)

And that's it. XD Nothing else to say. I'm not really losing any weight, it's still the same. >.> I'll try harder. Hopefully I'll lose 5 lbs when school starts. XD I mean, three floors for 180 days, I'm pretty sure I'll lose a lb or two.

My cooking!

Okay, I love to cook randomly. Usually I make dishes from my country. ^_^ I used to cook really horribly before, but I've gotten a lot better.

BUT what makes me sad is that my family won't eat my food anymore. >__<
For some apparent reason they don't trust my cooking anymore and it is making me really sad. (I'm not that make of a girl to cry about it, but I do feel deeply disappointed and sad)

I mean, I've tasted the food and it's delicious, like something from a restaurant, but this one person in my family won't even taste one little bite of it. :(

Now that I think about it, it doesn't just make me sad, it aggravates me. -__- Why can't someone try my food without being so scared? It's not like I put poison in it. >.<

At least I like my own food. I won't live with them later in life, so who cares what they think. XD I'll cook for myself, and I think my cooking is excellent. ^_^

Writing things out.

Okay, it's proven to me many times that just writing something out will help your problem. Like, whenever I write out my troubles/problems, I suddenly notice how small it is and easily solve it that way.

Like, any huge issue looks so small once you write it out and then you can see how to solve it. Maybe it's only me, since I love writing stories and I'm an hopeless idiot, but it helps. XD

Btw, my weight is the same, and it's been about 2 months. Life is unfair, but I'll still persevere and never give up. ^_^